beyond love,

2011-12-31T17:36:00.015+08:00

Hello people,

I guess it has been ages, YES I meant AGES since I lasted posted on this blog.. Well I guess that blogging isn't an "in" thing anymore now.. There are better stuff to do on the internet!

However, I've been micro-blogging on twitter, everyday! So my life revolves around Twitter instead! Since today is 31st December 2011, the last day of the year, I shall post on my blog. It has been a tradition that I post on my blog every year on this date.

Oh yes, if you're wondering... I'm finally blogging it in English!!! HAPPY MUCH? :) Wanna know why I finally chose to blog this in English? IT'S BECAUSE MY MIND IS FILLED WITH TOO MUCH CHINESE NOW AND I NEED SOME ENGLISH TO NEUTRALIZE IT.

Okay, shall start of with my new year resolutions for 2011!

1. 1000000% NO R/S.
(i'm going to close and seal my heart with 10000 layers of masking tape)

I DID IT HELL YEAH!
2. put in my very best for chinese studies!!!!

I did too, just that I'm gonna work even harder!!
3. pass my grade 6 for violin.

DITTO!
4. meet new friends, and keep in contact with YISS friends!!

:) YESSS! ... maybe to a certain extent!
5. SAY HI TO BILLY EVERY ONCE A MONTH! HAHAHAH!

OKAY.... I think I never!
6. be more confident!

Did I? Must ask a third person!
7. learn how to be more firm.

I IZ A MORE ZAI KIA NOW.
8. love myself more!

YEP :)
9. to be more independent!

Nah! Still likes to rely on people at times!
10. read at least 2 chinese books per month.

OKAY ... If you count the number of stuff I read in CHS then it's counted. HAHA
11. optimistic!

Maybe out of 340/365 days I'm optimistic!

For my new year wishes in 2011....

1. good grades for o-levels! (duh, like who doesn't wants it!)

HAHA DUH I IZ A HAPPY KID WHEN I RECEIVED MY RESULTS :B
2. don't let any sluts/bitches/bastards come into my way.

Hmmm are there any? Well, as much as I know, there's none!
3. I WANT AN I-POD TOUCH LA. #$%^&*()

FULFILLED :)
4. do well in chinese studies. (I SERIOUSLY NEED TO BUCK UP ON MY SHITTY CL)

HMMM I don't think 3.35 is well enough, JIAYOU AH DES!

Improve... Mum said I did a little, but i'm sure that I've turned into a more 患得患失 person reading Tang poems!

OKAY NOW... 重头戏！

Resolutions for 2012! :D

1. Aim high for my GPA yar~~

2. NO R/S~ (once again) sealing my heart for 50 layers~

3. One month can only throw tantrum twice!

4. Do well in fencing! Get another trophy :)

5. Must read up on the next semesters' modules during the super long holidays!

6. Save reasonable sum of money every month!

7. STOP EATING SO MUCH LIKE A PIG AND SAVE UP!

8. Slim down to like maybe 49kg! (IT'S ONLY 2KG DES, I CAN DO IT!!)

好的~ Now it's time to move on to what I've achieved throughout this year, in 2011.

I think that 2011 was quite a nice year, getting to try many new stuff, know new friends, new school environment, etc.

First was getting our O-levels results in Jan 2010, I SWEAR I WAS DAMN NERVOUS TILL I COULD PEE ON MY PANTS. I even brought one box of tissue paper to prepare myself if I start to cry. However, I managed to prove myself and everyone wrong. Though my results weren't perfect scores, I'm proud that I've managed to see my hard work that paid off! Be it primary school results or PSLE, there wasn't a time where my I could see my parents smile when looking at my results. But I finally managed to do it during O-levels :)

Next, during mid-jan, I went to Ngee Ann for DPA preparatory programme! It's a really new experience for me to step into a Polytechnic! I was so lucky that Syimah was always with me throughout the DPA period, if not I would have been a loner! I am so thankful to meet

"Awesomest" plus my HMS clique in DPA ;)

DPA wouldn't be complete without you guys being there! There are bad times in DPA too, but who doesn't have bad times? 都说了人生不是一帆风顺的!

Then, after the whole whooping DPA period from Jan to Mar, there was a break and school term officially started in April. By then, I was already very familiarized with the school. I know where are the offices, canteens, admin areas, etc. All thanks to DPA! :D Hence, during the HMS orientation, I remember leading my group to places they had to find during the treasure hunt (or something like that) My group is called Olea! It's been a pleasure to meet them! Well, there were obviously some awkward moments in the beginning, but we begun to open up to one another when 3 days passed!

SCHOOL OF HUMANITIES AND SOCIAL SCIENCES ARE ALL AWESOME PEOPLE!

WE WORK WITH A HEART (Y)

(This sounds propaganda, but IT ISN'T, just speaking the truth)

School starts officially!!!! It's the start of the Chinese shit!!!!!

Right, take back the shit word. IT'S THE START OF GOING INTO THE WORLD OF CHINESE!

The modules that we took for the first semester were still manageable~

We did projects, reports, presentations ALL in Chinese! Call us awesome please! I wonder how many students in Singapore can actually do that... Haha! I remember my first presentation in Chinese was to introduce my favorite Chinese cultural of china. Wow, I was so nervous at that point time because I wasn't confident in presenting in Chinese!!! However, after a few more tries, I managed to get use to it and starting to speak more fluently! My first test was translation test. I was a little stun upon receiving the paper because it's the first time I am doing an exam paper (Not MT CL paper) in Chinese. Hehe, that wasn't much of a problem, managed to get back immediately to answer the questions. As for Chinese cultural history, wow that paper was really badly done, because I couldn't get hold of the teacher's style. The teacher wants us to put on our thinking cap, and my mind totally blanked when I saw the questions on the test paper! :O Well, the term ended in August~ Since when studying is fun? Of course it isn't fun, but I came to realize that in polytechnics, we tend to have a lot of freedom, but we must learn to control ourselves from playing too much when tests are coming! OH YES. The laptop is being such a bitch everyday because you will always tend to surf the net during lectures instead of listening o_o Group project is also another thing. We must always choose the correct members while doing group work, and DO NOT do last minute work, you'll feel like you're dying when you realize that you're presenting in an hours time and you're not done with your slides.

Yes, before I almost forget. I think near to half of my course mates are from China, and maybe one quarter are from Malaysia, and the rest are Singaporeans! OH YES, this really interesting thing is that there are only 4 BOYS in our course! So it feels very much like attending lessons in a girls school! I'm so thankful for Huiyu for being always there for me in CHS! <3

Although it's a pity that we're in different class, it makes me even more hyped up to see you during lectures! :D

OOOHHHHH and my first friend made in CHS was Xiurong!

We met at the bus stop after HMS orientation! I found her so familiar (because I added her on FB) so I smiled to her. Then she came to talk to me, and WE WERE SO HAPPY THAT WE FINALLY FOUND SOMEONE FROM CHINESE STUDIES! I guess, that's fate! :D Following by, I met 3 other girls and we did projects together during this period. I had an enjoyable time that time!

Yesssiii, and in this sem, I've met someone that calls me flower pot because I love to wear floral prints :D and he says that polka dots are the seeds of flowers. HAHAHAHAH!!! CUTE HOR? and another person I've met this sem always teaches me weird and funky stuff like stars from the noose! Hehe! Without this two boys in class, I guess lessons will be mundane!

(Depressing because I don't have a photo taken with them! D:)

Oh yes, let's talk about CCA now! I was pondering to join either NP strings or Fencing.. I have a violin background, so maybe NP strings will be an easy way out for me to get CCA points, and I'll also get more chance to practice my violin every week! However, I also wanted to try a new sport (AND TO EXERCISE AND BURN MY FATS), so a senior suggested fencing to me. I went for both of the orientation programme, and I realized that I kinda like fencing. It looks so cool, and I'm willing to give it a try! Oh yes and Fencing has three weapons. Epee, Foil and Sabre. The reason why I chose epee is because there's no priority system! I'm already dumb enough, don't want to learn anymore priority system, I'll just poke! Hehe, and there are many many many Yusoffians inside epee! :D But now, if you asked me if I ever regretted joining epee, I'll say NO DEFINITELY NOT!

I'm so happy that I met my epee family!

+ my epee girls!

I like it when we're always there for each other, cheering each other up when we fall <3

I hope this lasts forever! Thank you *MUAX MUAXXXX*

It's always like a form of stress relieve during fencing time! Oh yes, and I've really learnt a lot through fencing. It teaches me to be calm and we must always think before we act. Not forgetting that our reaction must be fast too! Adding on, I feel healthy after exercising :)

Right... now moving on to my 2 long months of holidays from August to October!

Well, I was quite slack during that period! Did loads of catching up with secondary school mates, and I CAUGHT A LOT OF MOVIES. Say... 5-6? Haha, it was only until end September to early October, I finally found something to do! I went for relief teaching at Keming Primary School! It's been an interesting and worthwhile experience. The kids are SOOOO adorable! Even if I had to scream at them at times, they are still so cute! After 4-5 days of relief teaching, I am more sure of myself to become a teacher in the near future! So.. I must study hard!

After the holidays, it's the start of new school term! :D

I felt a little lost during the first day of school! It's like your brain not working for 2 months and suddenly you must force it to work again! LOL, however it came back fast, and slowly I'm keeping on pace with lessons. This semester is still on-going now, so I can't comment much about it. Just realized that I'm actually really lucky to finish all my projects for 4 modules before the December holidays, so I can focus solely on my reports and tests! :) I AM DETERMINED TO DO WELL, AND YES I WILL. Nothing's gonna stop me!

Really thankful for this year, because it's feels like I've reached a new phase in my life, like learning to be more independent and such...

I've come to realize who are the ones that really stays with me :)

I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUU POO, HELMET AND PUIIIIIZZZ <3

Thanks for always being there, to listen to me and it's always awesome to hang out together with you guys!

THANK YOU ANGGGGG FAMILY <3

Thank you mummy for being like my sister, always listening to me!

Thank you daddy for preaching me life values, always.

Thank you ASSHOLE ETHAN for teaching me how to be more patient!

又一年过了，你像风似的，已渐渐的离去。而我也不再期待，因为我知道在我眼前有更好的人值得我去珍惜，疼爱 :-)

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2011-05-09T23:03:00.003+08:00

我是一个思想非常简单的的女生。被朋友称为‘dumb’。为什么这样说呢？因为每次被朋友耍得团团转。

这就是我一生当中所发生的事：六月三十日傍晚，我哇哇大哭的来到这世界。

一岁学会走路。学习走路是一件很难的事！我不停地失去平衡,有时还跌倒呢~ 疼死了！可是看见爸爸妈妈不停地在一旁为我加油打气，我总觉得不能让他们失望！所以就从哪里跌倒就哪里爬起来！最后真的成功的学会走路了！

三岁第一次乘搭飞机… 还记得那时是去香港。我当时不知道发生什么事情，只是一直呆呆的盯着电视看卡通片~ 妈妈从那时就认定我是一个电视迷。可是她错了！现在我不迷电视…　我后来变成了电脑迷！

五岁有了当老师的志愿。还记得我每次都会站在白板的旁边，对着空气教 A B C 。这是我那时所谓‘小小的快乐’。再回想着当时，现在我正在中文系里，看来是理当老师的志愿越来越近咯！

七岁第一次握起小提琴。有一天，我和爸爸妈妈经过了音乐学校，看到了女生握着小提琴的海报。我深深地被吸引住了。从那天起，我开始了我的小提琴之旅~　我的技术并不是最好的，但我对小提琴的热情永远都在！

八岁在游乐场折断了我的右手。那时候调皮的我在玩‘monkey bar’时，一不小心失去了平衡，跌了下来，导致右手骨折了。痛死了！妈妈因为要照顾弟弟，所以只好让爸爸带我到医院。我看得出爸爸是很关心我，可是他从来不表达出来…　他还痛骂了我一顿，骂我那么粗心大意～　到了医院以后，医生帮我包石膏。从那天到拆石膏时，我的行动都很不方便！

九岁第一次上台领奖。当时非常的紧张！虽然上台只是那短短的几秒，但一看到在座的每位观众，我的手脚就会自动发冷，不停的在发抖。可能是有上台恐惧症吧！好可怕哦～从此有就不喜欢上台了。

十一岁数学测验不及格。都说了我的思想比较简单… 老师一把数学题换一下方式问，我就被打倒了！卷子有超过一半的题目我都不会做！糟糕…　当然不及格咯… 第一次测验不及格，当然被爸妈臭骂一顿！从那时，我就要上补习班了。这让我失去了许多自由～　

在我活了十二岁，三百六十四天时，我开始谈了一场刻骨铭心的恋爱… 我的初恋！虽然不是很清楚什么恋爱…　可是就是这样，开始了。初恋给我的感觉就好像花儿在盛开的季节…　也甜蜜得像蜂蜜般～　虽然不是一帆风顺，也没有像童话故事所诉说的‘天长地久’，可是在恋爱时和恋爱后的我，成长了。

十三岁第一次上台当学校节目主持人。当时也不知道为什么老师挑我… 既然是老师的命令，我就试试看！没想到，一当就当了四年的主持人。这些经历让我治掉了我的上台恐惧症！好好哦～现在看到台下的观众就觉得象小蚂蚁一样！

十六岁第一次穿上特高的高跟鞋~ 因为在学校的毕业晚会要展现一个不同的我，所以穿了一双超高的高跟鞋。好难走哦！虽然穿高跟鞋让我觉得我变得而外的高…　比男生还高！感觉好爽，可是后果不堪设想。真的是可怜我那无辜的双腿！从此，我再也不会尝试穿九公分高的高跟鞋了。

这些都是我人生当中的点点滴滴…　人生就像迷宫，你不知道在下一个转角会遇见什么样的挑战，你也不知道何时何日走出迷宫。我相信在未来的人生道路中，会有更多不同的经历和体验，让我去揣摩。

2011-05-01T00:02:00.000+08:00

这是我所会做的一些事…

很开心，所以哭。

很伤心，也会哭。

很寂寞，可是不稀罕别人的陪伴。

很喜欢，却选择否认。

很害怕，但装着勇敢。

你也这样吗？人生就是因为这样才会变得多姿多彩。许多人都会伪装着，让你模糊，让你傻傻分不清楚。

我之所以会这样，也有我自己的想法：

开心时，我突然想到了努力和煎熬的时侯，所以哭了。

伤心，因为想起伤害/背叛我的人，泪水就会情不自禁地流下～

确实寂寞，但不要同样的事重蹈覆辙，不要让自己在陷入进那找不到出口的迷宫，因此宁愿一个人走到最后。

否认因为不要让事情难堪。有人曾说‘喜欢，就要踊跃地争取’。我的理念是 ‘我相信缘份，如果有缘一定再见’。

其实我很害怕…害怕我做得不够好，害怕我输了，害怕我得不到我要的东西，等。如果不勇敢，就不会想踏出第一步，就表示赢的机会都没了！

我也不知道写这个有什么意义啦，但我只是想纯粹的写出自己的感受～让自己反省一下，更了解自己。呵呵，其实这也可以让自己更坚强的面对即将所发生的点点滴滴。我将会挑战自己的下一个题目就是… 人生～读者，期待我下个POST吧 ^^

Wow, this is freaking 445 words. I have to type 2000 words for my term paper. OKAY DE, DESIREE NO PROBLEM ^^ FIGHTING!

2011-04-27T16:38:00.004+08:00

正式的开学了！
好…… 趁现在功课还没越增加之前，要和你们分享我上课的心情。
（嗯，根本不知道有没有人在读我的博客 LOL)
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中文系，今年因该有37个学生～只有4个男生哦！
一点也不稀奇啦！ (^_^)
那… 我在这学期将会修五门课程：

中国历史
中国电影文化？ (cultural theatre）
基本翻译
华文写作
social psychology 社会心理学

这些课程都没有考试哦！可是还是要专心的听课啦！
这几天，我认识了不少新的朋友～
我觉得每一个人都很友善！我希望我也能在我同学的心目中留下良好印象～呵呵！
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基本上再上历史课，和今天的华文写作上，我有这么的一点点觉得我很差劲！
我觉得每个同学都好棒哦～
我的心情是一定有被影响到的，但这并没有让我又放弃的意思..
人活着，不是要为了多闯一些难关，勇敢的尝试新的事物吗？
当然，在路程中一定不会一帆风顺…
但如果要下定决心努力的话，我相信最后一定能够享受甜美的果实。
相信那些华文程度棒的人也不是用一天的时间而练出来的，
而是经历长年累月的磨练出来的！
现在就开始努力吧！
我知道自己的学习程度比一般人慢，但我愿意一步一步地爬上最高峰！

开学了，心… 还是在想着好多好多人哦～

HOMIES！　<3
we're in the SAMEEEE SCHOOL OF HUMANITIES,
and i hardly see you guys, and even my CHS mates
(because i am separated from them from tutorials D:)
SO DEPRESSING.

BILLAYEEEEEE, so long (okay, like 2 weeks) since i last saw you~
GO JC BATAM BOY!

OKAY.
I haven't seen puiteck for 2 hours and i'm so sad.
I haven't seen claudia for 3 days and i'm so sad.
I haven't seen pris for 1 week and i'm so sad.
I haven't seen ducky and les for 1234556678990 years, and i'm so sad.

omgggawdddd aloy and apacheeeeee.
it's like we're in NP and BA and HMS are SO near,
BUT. we SELDOM see each other.
):

I MISSSSSS ALL OF YOU A LOT A LOT A LOT.
SO SAD, SO SAD SO SADDDDDDD T_T

不能说出口的话

2011-04-06T23:30:00.000+08:00

有灵感后我再PO上网～

2011-04-04T18:03:00.003+08:00

真的很想痛骂他们一顿！！！！！！！！
真的是受不了了，好想写信到我的母校投诉他们！
他们的举动，行为，不是一个在培华读书的学生应该有的～
真的令我感到超失望的咯。。。
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今天，在培华过后的车站搭车。上车时，一群学生就挡在巴士的前端，
我说了一声‘excuse me’，都没有人回应我。
那我就只好勉强挤了过去。我做的位子，刚好靠近那群学生。烦！
巴士司机一刹车，两名在玩耍的学生一是站不稳，倒退了几步，踩到了老娘，我，的鞋子。
好……那是第一次，第二次，同样的事情，又发生了。
简直是气死人了！我告诉自己，如果有第三次的话，我一定破口大骂！
第三次，很快就来了。我把耳机甩去一旁，准备要开口时，坐在我旁边的阿姨说出了我的心声。
那两名男生还是不停的否认，说自己没错，是司机的错。

有没有搞错啊？学校没有教你基本的礼貌吗？
撞到人就要说对不起，毕竟不只是一次，妈的，三次好吗？！！
难道老师没教你‘好公民’吗？还是你的脑子长在屁股上? 课白白上的哦？
现在的孩子啊，不知所措，以为有父母罩你就很了不起吗？
性格和礼仪像一坨屎有用吗？！

第一，你们不应该阻挡在巴士的前端。这会让上巴士的乘客非常的不方便。
第二，要玩，去游乐园玩。不要在巴士上胡闹。如果有老人家，你撞到他了，你付得起责任吗？
第三，踩到人，就要说对不起。不要目中无人，假装没事发生似的。
第四，要承认是你的错，你承认过后，我还觉得你有风度呢。
你们现在让我觉得好丢脸哦！！！！！！！！！！
气死我了～真的。

2011-03-26T16:54:00.003+08:00

#100factsaboutme

I didn't wanna do it on Twitter because I felt that I will lose count or something like that.
So...

1. I'm called Desiree Ang.
2. I was from YISS
3. Studying in NP, Chinese studies.
4. I love chinese.
5. I read chinese novels to english novels.
6. I am pretty guilible.
7. I get tricked by people easily.
8. I can't understand why people dislike chinese.
9. I love green so much!
10. I can't stand people that talks behind me back.
11. I am single and NOT available.
12. I converse in mostly mandrin.
13. I LOVE MY FAMILY ^^
14. 我时常口是心非.
15. I regret a lot.
16. I think of the past regularly.
17. I am a very messy woman.
18. I dislike owning pets at home.
19. I have an instax!
20. I really love to eat so much!
21. I LOVE DING TAI FUNG'S XIAO LONG BAO!
22. I love polka-dots.
23. I am an apple user.
24. I freaking weight 51.5kg now.
25. I am 168cm, tall enough.
26. I like to laugh.
27. I am being called cheena.
28. I like spongebob!
29. I didn't really enjoy my primary school days.
30. I enjoy my secondary school days the most!
31. I love core geog~
32. Most people call me by 'des'.
33. I am still thinking of you. (MAJOR URGHS)
34. I am easily contented.
35. I failed chemistry for O's (NOT A PROUD THING)
36. I merely studied for physics and I passed it!
37. Out of 400+ songs in my Ipod, 300+ of them are chinese.
38. I like extracing lyrics from songs that I think it depicts my emotions.
39. I like to tweet whatever I see and I find it interesting.
40. I talk to my mum about almost everything.
41. I really can't stand Ethan, but he could get so cute at times!
42. I am always rushing, and being late.
43. I SLEEP LIKE A PIG.
44. I watch youtube videos (drama serials, celeb interviews) almost every night.
45. The probability of me oversleeping is freaking high.
46. I love Taiwan and Japan.
47. My chinese name is 艺倩.
48. Before I was 11, my chinese name was 宇晴.
49. I was a prefect.
50. I like guys with small eyes.
51. I have curly hair.
52. I rebonded my hair.
53. My birthday is 30th June.
54. I am 16 going 17.
55. I am a cancerian, and is proud to be one.
56. When I'm engrossed in a drama, I'll totally go crazy over it.
57. My fav drama is 'autumn's concerto'
58. I like to shop.
59. I hate to put make-up.
60. I am DUMB.
61. Sometimes, I act like I'm ok, but I'm not.
62. I haven't had any proper working experience before.
63. My heart is sealed now.
64. I play the violin.
65. I failed my grade 5 once, and retook it and pass it.
66. I am trying on grade 6 this year.
67. I would not like to go overseas to study.
68. I like to take photos of things which I think is interesting.
69. Honestly, I am sick of makan place's food.
70. I have 3 crumpler bags.
71. I want to be a chinese teacher in future.
72. I daydream a lot.
73. I talk in my sleep (according to parents)
74. I really hate cheering.
75. I am talkative.
76. I am sick of this 100 facts crap.
77. I am a girl.
78. I owned a gameboy last time.
79. I like cute cute stuff.
80. I like home cooked food.
81. I believe in Buddhism more.
82. I like assessories!
83. I've thought of not wanting to get married in future.
84. I paste anti-radiation stickers on my electronic devices.
85. I only know how to cook spaghetti.
86. I dislike people that put me aeroplane.
87. I hate quarrels.
88. I like sushis!
89. I used to play bball when I was in pri school, and sec 1.
90. I can hardly play the trombone and I am a trombonist in band.
91. I hate marching drills, can never get them right.
92. I am still hugging onto a bolster that has been with me since childhood.
93. I have zillions of stuff toys on my bed.
94. I like to eat sweets.
95. I shake my leg a lot LOL.
96. I feel weird when people call me 'ee chin'
97. My parents call me '晴'.
98. I suck at handicrafts.
99. I have lazy-eye.
100. I am afraid of insects. x_x

2011-03-24T17:54:00.001+08:00

I WANT THIS.

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AHHHH GOING MAD OVER THIS, SPONGEBOBBBBB <3

2011-03-14T18:14:00.016+08:00

整整三个月的NPP课程完毕！
哇……时间飞逝！一眨眼就过了～未来的三年会不会也是这样呢？
这次的BINTAN之旅，应该是算好玩吧～
那天，星期二早上，我背着行李，拖着沉重的脚步走进了学校。
一想到要离开我的家，床，家人四天，就见只要我的命了啊！
我心里一直担心的只有一道问题 : ‘我的组员会像以前那样吗？’
可是，令我惊讶的事，哇……我的组员全部好棒哦！！！
超过一半的组员是我认识的！那些不认识的，也很亲切～不会虚伪。

在Linda的带领下，
她鼓励了我们要有自信,要勇敢地接下重大的责任，勇敢地表达自己的意见，等等。
没有她，也没有四天后的我们……
我不知道我的组员有和我一样，感觉到那巨大的变化吗？
我感受到了，第一天的我很害羞，什么都不敢去尝试。
还有，我们玩的tug-o-war的时候，她告诉了我们，要用100%的努力，才能换来成功。
起初，我并不明白，可是到了最后，我的体力已经用完了，但，是我的毅力要我撑下去！
那一刹那神奇的感觉真妙哦～

虽然到了最终我们没有赢，我们还是感到快乐，
因为我们各自知道我们是用了100%拼了！！
：）

第二天，我们在海滩上设定了我们的目标！
我的目标是 'participation’
我深深地觉得我办到了！

第三天，哇……我们有测验！
每个人都得当一次组长～好可怕哦！
我真的好担心好担心自己做不好！！！
可是在我的组员的协助下，我们成功了！ YAY!
还有，除了游戏测验，还有演一段短剧！
真的是超好笑的！感谢我的组员！ ^^
测验呢，全部顺利地通过！是该玩了！！

最后一天，我们到了bintan的‘购物中心’～
他们的购物中心没有冷气，店好像attap house 一样！
还好啦，只是我们午餐过后闷得没东西做，只好闲聊……

在出发之前，我们（HMS）查到了新发现！！
原来，只要拥有‘journeyful’的户口，就可以享受不同的优惠！
只可惜我们发现的太晚了……只能吃一球冰淇淋！
没时间的原因是……我们花太多时间在海边了！

好玩吧？　：）　在海边，是我这四天最痛快的时刻！　
真的可以放轻松，跟着我喜欢的朋友一起放松！！
重头戏来了……
我们在海边最大的收获是…………

海绵宝宝和朋友！
好可爱哦！！！！　真佩服这幅画！
HMS FTW!!!! <3

好了，现在我要开始感谢不同人了！
I must let everyone understand!!!!

Firstly, my breakfast mates!!!! :D
Eveyone looks macho in here! haha, the most macho one is hidden behind :P
Thank you for being there for me, when I needed the most important meal, breakfast!
Although sometimes I said that I wanted more sleep and didn't wanna join you all,
I'm glad that you all didn't blame me for being a pig!
There are really too much laughters that we've shared within this 3 months.
It's really irreplacable, and all of you have really left an awesome memory to the start of my poly life!
Thank you!!! Really hope we'll still keep in contact and have breakfast occasionally when school starts!!!

MY SUPER SUPER HMS :)
okay, it's not all of you all inside!
You guys really made me love HMS more and more and moreeeeee (Y)
ROCK ON MAN~ It's superb to have lessons with all of you for 2 months!
We've got to know each other even more, and thinking that we won't be attending lectures together just makes me feel so so so sad... :( (this IS depressing)
Our HMS speciality is to play mono deal!!!!
I still can't forget it was all of you that introduced me this game!
In future, when i think of mono deal, i'll think of HMS DPA group!
I'll miss the times we have lunch together, play like crazy and most importantly, i'll miss laughing at you guys because I don't have GI!!!
There are too many things that words can't express it out,
take care and keep in contact! <3 It's really my pleasure to meet people so awesome like you all! ----- okay, although I didn't really like this NPP, it's all of you that made a difference to it that made it looked better! Alllllllll of you are a gem! (Y) misses*

ps/ SPECIAL GEM! HIIIIII ;D it's been a great pleasure to know you!!! haaha, you're really funny and interesting! only got to know you when the npp programme's coming to an end! Sucha pity.. but I hope it isn't too late! ^^

打到这里，我的心里好不舍得哦！
要学会放下！放下！放下！！！！！！！！！！

2011-03-03T22:34:00.004+08:00

2个月的NPP终于结束了…………
说好的我会很开心地迎接这一天，没想到，我竟然会感到那么一点点的感伤！
坦白说，我并不太喜欢这两个月的课程…… 可能还不太习惯学校和朋友们的作风吧？
我在这两个月里，开始觉得身为一位17的学生可以这么累……
累，并不是指体力的累，而是精神上的累……
有太多太多虚伪，伪装的人。我根本分不清谁是好谁是好，谁是坏。
可是，我还是很乐观的相信每一个人的本性是善良的。
我再也不会去分别人了，要揣摩? 是你家的事～
好了，说回来，我今天还有感到一些伤心的………
想到我在也有少数的机会和好不容易刚刚熟悉的朋友共用午餐，早餐，上课，就觉得很惋惜。
可是，人总是要面临不少的分离………
可能分离久以后，就会忘记曾经的不舍吧～
-
虽然伤心，我还是希望四月的来临。
我要把自己沉醉在华文里，也希望…… 遇到更好的朋友。
:)

最后，我还是很爱很爱很爱HMS HOMIES DPA 2011 <3

2011-02-04T00:18:00.002+08:00

ah! I miss school so much suddenly when i see this photo... T_T
aw, makes me go naggy and start to reminisce AGAIN.
I miss the way we had to wear our YI uniform!
I miss the way we fight for seats at the canteen!
I miss the way we queue for chickens during chicken day!!
I miss the way we help each other to buy food!
I miss the way we sat together and bitch about people!
I miss ALL OF YOU PLEASE.
-
HAHA, had this inspiration to post using my dad's ultra laggy com
because I went back to school last week!
okay, I really felt very weird
because it's my first time back to school informally as an ex-student!
the sec one freshies were loking at me like aliens!!
managed to have lunch with ms chia (YAY!)
we talked a lot and shared with her about my poly life~
not long after, hj came over and we talked a lot too :)
the only pity was, I couldn't find mrs goh and thank her personally!!
sigh! I'll definitely thank her no matter what!
will head back to school once I have time!! ^^

2011-01-25T18:36:00.002+08:00

再走回家的路上，我被雨淋得湿透了！！！
我背着沉重的书包，一手拿着笔记本，另一只我这雨伞～ ×要死了×
但，当我望上天空时，我看见的却是浅蓝色的天空！
天啊？有没有搞错？那蓝蓝的天空描述了晴天，雨水像雨天。
-
蓝色的天空仿佛像坚强的一面，
而，雨水描述了心里有多难受，痛苦像一滴一滴的雨水滴下来。

前天，
人不可貌相，海水不可斗量。
-
我在巴士上看见了一位可爱的宝宝！哇。。一双炯炯有神的大眼睛，娇嫩的小脸蛋，
健康的肤色，圈圈的头发！一看到她就会开口叫可爱！
可是。。。人不可貌相。。不到五分钟，她突然狂哭了起来！！
她的哭声引起了众人的注意，渗透了整辆巴士。
原来，在甜美的背后中却又一只魔鬼，呵呵！

2011-01-21T16:45:00.002+08:00

I've been getting too much English influence from my friends these few days..
Let's type some Chinese to express my thoughts about 'Dialogue in the dark'!
TOTALLY NEED TO BUCK UP ON MY CHINESE! I'M A CHI STUDIES WOMAN!!!!
-
你好（OMG, I SOUND LIKE IBZACKKKKKK NOW!!)
这次能来到‘Dialogue in the dark’ 算是我的福气吧！
我的感触很深！
身为一位DPA学生，我们可以首次体会在黑暗中生活的感觉。。
从那黑暗的房间出来以后，我真的觉得很庆幸,幸福！！
感谢上帝给了我一双能看得眼睛，让我看到这美丽的世界。。
我无法想像在黑暗中生活着。。我好害怕，好害怕。。
在黑暗里，就好像在走一个走也走不完的迷宫。。你不知道你将在下一个转弯会碰到什么，
你也不知道你眼前是什么，完全对这世界感觉陌生。。
我除了害怕以外，我也觉得很无奈！
可能是太习惯有完美的视线，所以，一是让我在黑暗中生活有些不习惯。
但，在我的领导员的带领下，终于把整条路线走完了！
我觉得她真的很勇敢哦～
她必须靠着她的听觉，嗅觉，和别人对她歧视的眼光生存！
真的令我太感动了！！！！！
-
经过这次的经验，我学会了要更珍惜我的人生，珍惜我的视线，珍惜我能看到我最爱的家人！
我希望更多人能够亲自体会这个活动！真的是太棒了！

2011-01-19T22:09:00.002+08:00

OH HEY HI HO!
I'M DEFINITELY POSTING ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED JUST NOW @ MAC :)
That happened with mum and Ethan, IT WAS DEAD HILARIOUS AND AWKWARD!!

We were all eating at mac, the whole scenario there was like this :
Beside us was this mother and his son, which is super plump and damn dumb in his movement.
He was playing with his Itouch (super engrossed).
What i meant super engrossed is REALLY ENGROSSED.
He could play and suddenly screamed 'DAMN IT LA, LOSE AGAIN!'
OKAY, that was super rude. I couldn't stand him already, and what's more,
I don't think my mum can stand him either!
-
Than Ethan wanted to play my Itouch badly, than my mum scolded him
'Do you know that playing too much of Itouch will suck away your brain juice and you'll get stupid!!!!'

OMG, I SWORE AFTER I HEARD THAT I WAS LIKE 'WTH!'
Than i sat up straight, turns my head to the mother to see he reaction.
okay thank god she didn't have any reaction, than I laughed secretly xD
LALALALALA, OKAY.
Than when they're going off, the boy walked past me and bumped into my violin!
... I feel like killing him, totally.

okay end of story.

2011-01-11T21:58:00.006+08:00

10th January 2011- New beginning.
It was my results' day yesterday and I look super weird in my uniform!
My heart was thumping like mad, hands and legs turned cold, face turned tomato red!
I was soooo afraid that I failed or something like that!
It was 2pm, and there were talks regarding our results~
There was slight improvement for almost every subjects from last year (Y)
-
Than there was the distribution of results~ by register number.
I was the third, and when I went forward, my heart almost dropped out :O
And Mr Lee said : 'Desiree, you did quite well.'
THAN I WAS THINKING 'PHEW THANK GOD!!!'
Than I looked at my scores on the cert and went back to my seat, grinning happily.
It was only that split second of nervousness!!

Alright.. my feelings for each subject ;
Eng : B3 (WTF I GOT A B3! OMG I TOTALLY CAN'T BELIEVE IT!!!! THANK GOD~~)
E-math : A2 (WTF AGAIN! A2?!!! MY MATH USED TO SUCK LIKE %#$%^!!)
Geog : A1 (YESSSSAAAAA, I <3 GEOG!!!)
Combine humanities : A2 (Awwwww >.<)
Chinese : A2 (k nth to be excited about)
Physics : C6 (WTH? I PASSED MY PHY? I DIDN'T EVEN STUDY A LOT!!!!!!! OMG!)
Chemistry : D7 (HUH, I FAILED MY CHEM?! SIAN, DISAPPOINTED. BUT I DON'T CARE! I DON'T NEED TO COUNT IT IN ^^)
So my L1r4's supposed to be 10, but they reflected that it was 9~ LOL (whatever)
So with my CCA points it will be 8 & 14!
*totally hit my target! ;)

Yeap, that's all.. I stayed at the hall throughout the whole results giving!
I'm glad with my results though (just don't look at my sciences) !!!
I thank God for that motivation during that O-level period despite the many happenings.
THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOUUUUUUU!!
-

And after yesterday, I am clear that it's really time to move on,
and I can definitely do it! Thank you, esp! ;)
Will miss you, and everyone.

2011-01-04T16:38:00.003+08:00

HIIIII!
i'm terribly sorry for only posting on my outings side,
and had totally forgotten to post on my work!!!!

my awesome work partner is ....
PUITECK!!!!! + her family!

It was a great pleasure to work with them! I've started working since mid dec, but till now (4th jan), i've only been to their place for 7 days! This is the first job in my life, and i'm quite glad that it isn't a bad experience or some tough work! Plus, i didn't cause much damage to any utensils, or maybe should i say... I only cracked some biscuits while filtering the oil and i just pop them into my mouth ;) (tsk, so you can explain the fats on my face)

Working with her family made me realized the difference between my idea of family. I'd always thought that a family should have a strict father, a loving mother and some siblings you will get along well with. But i was wrong! Because I come from a family with a strict father, and I always thought that fathers should be strict. To my surprise, her dad is a very funny, open-minded and he'll gladly accept any topics to talk about. This is so unlike from my dad... Before i talk to him, I must think thoroughly, afraid that he'll start to scold if he didn't like what I've said. Of course, she has a loving mum like i do! Her mum is very caring, and always giving me food to eat, to ensure that I'm not hungry. She also cares for my safety and etc! Her brother, HAHAH is more mature than Ethan (obviously), shown a different side of him at home. The cold look on his face whenever i walk pass him in school was totally different when he's at home. Although he quarrels with puiteck occasionally, but I could tell that he still cares very much! ^^ Really had a great time, laughing and working at the same time with them!!!
这次让我见识了不一样的家庭！我很庆幸，希望以后还有机会能够与他们相聚！

there's this saying in chinese ; 同人不同命.
AGREE TOTALLY.
We're classified as humans, but we lead a different life.

PS/ PUITECK DON'T FORCE ME TO UPLOAD YOUR SARONG-MEI PHOTO!

2010-12-31T12:30:00.004+08:00

GOODBYE 2010, WELCOME 2011!

I really can't believe it! 2010 is just ending in a blink of eye!!
Gosh, time really passes fast this year! it isn't like some draggy year like 2008, 2009.
Maybe... that was because i had a good countdown in 2009, with the people i <3!
well... 2010 was a pretty happening year for me!
many events happened, and throughout this process i've learnt many important life lessons.

bye 2010,
1. 2010 is also year that i took my o-levels, and i will definitely remember for life!
2. 2010 made me break my resolution of getting into a r/s despite being an important year.
3. 2010 is a year that i've undergone the worst day of the sixteen years in my life, and i must recover so fast because i have no time to lose.
4. 2010 is also a year that made me felt the happiest and saddest at the same time.
5. 2010 is a year that i felt like i've worked in a team to accomplish the mighty syf.
6. 2010 is a year that i really felt like a senior in the school ;)
7. 2010 made me realized who are the people who really cared for me.
8. 2010 marks the year i've officially ended secondary school.
9. 2010 allowed me to grow fatter (thanks uh, that's pretty bad for me)
10. lastly, 2010 made me understand myself even better!

so.. for 2011?
1. 2011 will be a year that i'm starting school in a different environment.
2. 2011 will be a year that i'm receiving my O-levels results.
3. 2011 will be a year closer to me, fulfilling my dream of majoring chinese.
4. 2011 will be a year that i seal up my heart and will only share it with my family and friends.
5. I'll live 2011 1000000 times better than 2010, i promise myself to accomplish it!

new year resolutions for 2010,
1. no relationship
FINE FINE, I BROKE IT. DAMN IT.

2. 13 points and below for o's
EHHH, THIS WOULD BE FOR 2011!! but 13 points won't happen totally for L1R5.

3. turn more feminine
ERM, THAT.. I DON'T KNOW. I NEED A 3RD PERSON'S ACCOUNT.

4. study 2 hours per day
I THINK I'VE MANAGED TO DO IT.. ERRRR, IF YOU COUNT DOING HOMEWORK IN!
I HAD A TIMING LIKE EVERYDAY 8-10 PM :)

5. optimistic
I DID! :) TRIED MY BEST!

6. 面对人一定要微笑
I DID OF COURSE! oh don't mention about days that i have PMS.

7. get through DPA
HURRAY! DESIREE ANG IS THE BEST! I DID IT!

new year wishes in 2010,
1. ngee ann poly chinese studies
I DID IT 3/4-ly! MUST LOOK @ O'S RESULTS NOW!

2. 不要遇到挫折
在漫长的人生中，会遇到许多障碍，绊脚石。人生永远不会一帆风顺的！
可是，我又很努力地去面对那些挫折！

3. happy!
YES I WAS :) maybe... 355/365 DAYS HAPPY!

4. sweet 16~
YES, MY SIXTEEN WAS VERY SWEEEEEEET :)
IT'S SO MUCH BETTER THAN MY 15TH!

* oh my! i feel so happy after looking at what i've achieved in 2010!
regards to those that i've failed in doing it, i'll work hard to meet my aim next year!
DEFINITELY.

new year resolutions for 2011!
1. 1000000% NO R/S.
(i'm going to close and seal my heart with 10000 layers of masking tape)
2. put in my very best for chinese studies!!!!
3. pass my grade 6 for violin.
4. meet new friends, and keep in contact with YISS friends!!
5. SAY HI TO BILLY EVERY ONCE A MONTH! HAHAHAH!
6. be more confident!
7. learn how to be more firm.
8. love myself more!
9. to be more independent!
10. read at least 2 chinese books per month. 我命定能做得到！
11. optimistic!

new year wishes for 2011,
1. good grades for o-levels! (duh, like who doesn't wants it!)
2. don't let any sluts/bitches/bastards come into my way.
3. I WANT AN I-POD TOUCH LA. #$%^&*()
4. do well in chinese studies. (I SERIOUSLY NEED TO BUCK UP ON MY SHITTY CL)

hehe, don't have much wishes though, but along the way in 2011,
there will be new wishes coming in!
hmmm, that's for all now!! what about your resolutions and wishes for the new year?

HAPPY ADVANCED NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!

2010-12-21T20:50:00.015+08:00

it's been a super long long time since i've updated...
if you missed me, i'm here to tell you that i've enjoyed myself terribly within this 2 months! :)
i'll tell you what have i accomplished from 12 nov - 21 dec ^^

12 November 2010
O-LEVELS COMPLETED!!! <3
went to rebond my hair! hahahaha :) had to save myself from this crazy curly hair of mine!
my silly curly hair is giving me hair problems for 364/365 days!
14 November 2010,
say hi to taipei, taoyuan!
off to taiwan for 7 days! ^^
totally enjoyed myself! i thought i've put on weight,
BUT I WAS WRONG!!!!!
NOTHING HAPPENED TO ME WHEN I STOOD ON THE WEIGHING SCALE!
HAPPY GIRL123!!!!
night life @ ximending!
i bought 3 pairs of shoes there in the total of 7 days!
horrible? or should i say they look too irresistible to me ;)

or fancy some xiaolongbao @ ding tai fung, zhong xiao dong lu?
it's super delicious! ate to heart's content! ^^

cooping up @ late nights in the hotel watching drama serials!!!!!
my eyes were totally glued to the TV and my aunt had trouble pulling me to go out!

visiting the chiang-kai-shiek memorial hall, AND THE MUSEUM WASN'T OPEN!
great timing out of 365 days to close at this day.

visitng the thermal valley to have a sniff of sulphur *yucks*
almost can't breathe when i was there!!!
but i heard that it's very good after you've sniff it..
well, no difference!
after the sulphur, we went to have a hot bath!
the water is from the nautral sulphur water that we've seen outside!
OMG, IT'S FREAKING HOT.
thank god i don't have to go naked in front of strangers, 'cos it's a private bath! ^^

eating spicy hot fried small fishes @ sun moon lake!
sitting around and admiring the pretty lake :)

checked my 'future' @ this temple! ahahaah, when i put in 10 yuan into the machine,
this figurine would go into the small house (shown in the pic) and take out a small piece of paper.
so.. based on that i'll see what's my future in love and education.
well... not bad! :D
45 mins of bloody waiting @ some ulu hilltop @ sun moon lake
for the bus to fetch us back to town!

wearing slippers in the midst of the cooling weather~
haha, too lazy to change into my covered shoes! :P

visit the pretty night life of taipei city hall's taipei 101! :)
didn't go up though, just enjoyed the pretty scene from downstairs!

had an effin' nice desert that i recently found in sg!!!!!
:) it was the one i tweeted about few days back!!!
it's called pearl beancurd, IT TASTES AWESOME (!)

@ Shilin night market
super long queue and finally got my seafood cheese potato!
the cheese tasted HEAVENLY ;D
oyster mee sua! OMG I AM YEARNING TO EAT IT NOW!!!~

@ Danshui
pretty pier + scenery!
fisherman's wharf!
took a speed boat over! felt super nauseous!~
the tallie ice-cream, to be honest, it tastes like shit.
@ Jiu fen
bad experience... it was rainy throughout the 2 days there T_T
pretty sad as i couldn't really see the beautiful scenery like it was described.
however we had a super nice and big hotel room!!!!
the first thing i could see when i woke up was :

and i could lie on the comfy sofa to look at the scenery (Y)

it was raining heavily @ jiu fen, hence we had to have cup noodles for dinner.
all the shops were closed early, and only 7 was opened!
thank god for tv entertainment!

before checking in to our hotel, it was raining SO heavily that
my pants, jacket, bag, shoes were SO BLOODY WET AND SOAKED.
felted so disgusting & decided to seek shelter @ this quaint tea house!

THIS IS CALLED 'CHUA BENG'! IT ROCKZXC TO THE MAX!
DESPITE THE COLD WEATHER I STILL ATE IT ;D
BECAUSE IT'S A LIFETIME CHANCE, BWAHAHAHAHA.
AFTER EATING IT, I STARTED TO SHIVER~ HEHE.

22nd November 2010
4e2's class chalet! came back from taiwan and went to have a short bbq with 4e2 <3
luv you guys!

24th November 2010
PROM NIGHT!
IT WAS DEAD FUN!!!! <3 ENJOYED MYSELF SO MUCH!

28th November 2010,
claud's belated birthday party!
we surprised her with a super HUGE hersheys!
but failed to push her into the pool!~ :D aw!

29th November 2010,
Tuition outing!
my first try in bowling, and it was quite okay!
can't wait to try again!
had yuki yaki for lunch, taste great!
and ice-cream making~ hehehe!
the best thing was kd joined us! :D YAY!

one sunday in dec, we had sushi and went to look @ kites!
took many photos!!!!! ;)

last week :
celebrate ah gong's birthday!!!
played with cousin fei's apple mac book to take pix ^^
asked everyone to squeeze into the photo!
BUT. mom and aunt couldn't get into the photo!!!

^^ there's many more photos/events to come this week!
could hardly fill my excitement! :D

2010-12-21T17:49:00.003+08:00

imma june baby!
JUNE =FINEASS
Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takesrep pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5 mins and your reputation will boost someway in the next 12 days.

THIS IS SO TRUE! ^^
read it from here

2010-11-16T21:37:00.001+08:00

Hello! Missed me? :) haha, it's my third day in Taiwan today!
the current time is 12:44pm, but I think by the time i get internet access, it would be @ night!
Guess where am I now?
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I'M ACTUALLY ON A BUS TO 日月潭！
the journey takes about an hour and forty five,
so I'd rather take this time to post on my wordpad,
and at night I'll paste this to blogger together with pictures!

well... Let's hit off with Day 1 post!

I think i didn't slept for the whole night! It's like after i finished watching my show, it was 1.30am,
so I was flipping around and suddenly the alarm rang and it was 5am! Terrible!
Prepared and went to the airport! On the way, ethan was quite feeling quite down, and when we reached the airport he cried ):
aw, i felt really bad. I promised I'd get him ALOT of stuff back!
But that little devil doesn't deserve anything now, because HE BROKE MY STICKY JAR. DAMN IT.
K, back to the story.
Boarded the 8.15am plane, and arrived at HK for a transit to Taipei.
I felt really helpless over at HK, because i don't understand a single shit they are speaking there!
From the basic announcement to a salesperson, when they spoke to me, i was like (????)
Anyway, this didn't last for long! YAY, after 1 hour of waiting, finally got our transit to Taipei!
We took a high-speed railway from Taoyuan Airport to Taipei main station and dragged our luggage to the hotel!
Hotel was kinda disappointing.. Especially the toilet!!!!! SO SMALL! HAHAHAHA, okay whatever.
After we settled down, it was already evening. Oh yes, surprisingly, the weather wasn't really cold that day! It was air-con temperature. Great!
Went to 西门 for some food and shopping (!)
Firstly, aunt suggested that we should try this : 阿宗面线.
It was so cheap and nice!!!! I think the small bowl costs around 2 Sing dollars.
After that, we walked around 西门, and wow. I had a great harvest of goods!
Bought 2 pair of shoes! I had a super hard time choosing those shoes, because there are SO many nice ones!
Each shoes only cost about 18 bucks, and it's comfy! :)
Hmmm, i can't remember what else did i get. Overall, it was great. just GREAT.
Went to this small eatery for Oyster!!!!! YUMZXC.
After walking around, i realized that they sell winter clothings and sigh* I can't wear them, it's so thick ):
Went back to the hotel, and turned in for the night.
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Day 2!
My aunt is superb! She wakes up without an alarm clock!!! OMG.
I can't possibly do that.. She woke me up at 9am, and I was feeling quite groggy.
We went to Chiang-Kai-Shek Memorial Hall after a hearty breakfast @ Mac :)
Taipei's mac looks cheaper than SG's!
On the way there, i was explaining to my mom and aunt about Chiang-Kai-Shek (based on history i've learnt)
BUT. I realized what I've learnt in history was about China, So, I don't know about his relation with Taiwan... Hmm.
Reached there, and it started to drizzle, sigh. Luckily it wasn't heavy rain!
Took quite a number of pictures, and we decided to climb up to the main museum, hoping to see his statue.
OH MY, HOW LUCKY WE ARE.
It's closed on 15th November 2010, FOR POLISHING THE STATUE -.-
All of us went .... Out of 365 days, we struck the lottery man, seriously. haha!
I was panting like mad when I reached the top, and what? they are closed.
Nevermind! So after a while, we took the train to zhong xiao dun hua to have Ding Tai Fung for lunch.
WAAAAA, the queue over there was like there's no tomorrow~
SO MANY TOURISTS!
Furthermore, I think my mom and aunt cut queue to get the queue number.
We didn't know till we got our numbers :P anyway, we don't care.
We waited for half-an-hour, and there were many Japanese tourists there!
Makes me feel like I'm in Jap!!!
After half-hour, we got a nice window seat and commence our meal.
It was super filling + delicious! It was worth the time that we waited!!! ^^
Following, we made our way to the 24/7 bookstore~
It looked like... kinokuniya, and it was smaller than I thought, another disappointment!
In the end, i bought 2 books :) CAN'T WAIT TO READ 'EM!!!! YUM! okay, wrong signal~ hehe.
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WOW HERE'S THE BOOMZ PART NOW, YAY!
went to this place called Wu Fen Pu. It's a place like people carry goods to sell (wholesale centre)
One word : Fantabulous!
THERE ARE 1234567890 STUFF TO BUY!!! ^^
I found my prom dress there, and it looks pretty nice, anyway I wasn't really bothered.
I just want to get a decent looking dress for prom, that's all!
In the end, after like 3 hours of manuovring around the very squeezy area there,
I've got myself my prom dress, 1 pair of shorts, A HUGE DOMO BAG, 1 shirt, 1 sweater, ETC.
Can't really remember :P
So... we had some takoyaki and desert over there.
Their takopachi tastes different like the traditional japanese ones we get to eat in SG.
They add weird stuff like wasabi, chilli and curry powder on those Pachis!
:) The desert looks good! It was 豆花 with Pearl! YUM.
Oh yeah, we've got lost while finding our way to the MRT station. yeah, it took us a long time.
AND THE WEATHER BECAME FREAKING COLD, IT WAS ONLY 15 DEGREES,
AND I'M SURVIVING WITH NO THERMAL WEAR AND THICK SOCKS. EEEEK!!!
FINALLY. found our way back to the hotel @ 11pm, and it was tiring, my legs were breaking!
Went to get supper + call back home.
That was when Ethan confessed that he broke my sticky jar ):
Packed for today's trip and turned in for the night!!
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NOW 13:26pm ; I'm currently reaching the place already!
After taking a high-speed railway to Taichung and now a bus to the sun moon lake!
See you!

*MISS YOU BABES!
will post up pix soon! ;)

2010-11-12T18:18:00.002+08:00

HI BLOG.
I REALLY NEED TO RANT OUT TO YOU NOW, YES, NOW.

I don't care what the others say when they read it, but I MUST type it out, if not I'll feel uncomfortable. Blogging has always be something that makes me feel better after blurting out everything. Honestly, I haven't seen someone like you ever in my life.. I am trying to make things better with you, and you seem like you're talking in your own world?
OH MY GOD.
If you didn't want to be friends in the first place, why add me initally? o_o
It IS evident that YOU are trying to hide yourself or whatever (i don't give a damn) after that shit incident happened.
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I was reflecting on myself, telling myself, have i done anything wrong?
NO, I DIDN'T. I AM VERY AND PRETTY SURE.
THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS WHICH I WANT TO SAY TO YOU,
BUT. I DON'T THINK YOU'LL GET IT.
SO IT'S BETTER TO KEEP MY MOUTH SHUT.

URGH. FUCK.

2010-10-24T09:05:00.001+08:00

回忆过去，痛苦的相思忘不了。为何你还在波动我心跳？
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我已经独立了有大概一个月了，这些时段我学会了更爱自己，
也学会了珍惜身旁的人。我学会了不和别人计较，也懂得了宽恕。
有些事情发生时，是没有包含理由的。
所以每当见到你的时候，心，还是会觉得怪怪的。

可是，时间可改变这一切... 这是我一直以来都相信的事实。
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那，回忆呢？
回忆是可以收藏起来的，但，我选择了把它们扔掉。
可能是一时的冲动吧，我承认，我现在很后悔，
可是现在后悔也来不及了... 又可以怎么办呢？
我只能收集新的回忆来弥补遗失的过去。

会考即将来临，我一定会全力以赴的！
我不会再让父母用那失望的眼神看着我。
我更加不会让我自己难过，而流下不该流的眼泪！
加油，祝大家好运！

2010-10-17T14:56:00.017+08:00

Let's hit on the graduation post...

It shall be a super long one dedication to YISS~

It all started in 2007...

A little girl, Desiree entered YISS.

She felt lost, being the little few from her primary school to end up in YISS.

She wasn't feeling really happy, because she sees not much familiar faces..

First, she talked to this girl named Wynona, but found that she's so quiet.

So i talked to Neha, I found her too talkative~

When we're changing to PE attire in the toilet,

I first saw Tere, Shereen and Pebbles.

Didn't have the courage to talk to them.. In the end, met this girl called Cherie.

Clicked really well with her, but she transferred out.

Met cherly and tere! we talked, joked nonsense with each other :P

We quarreled, of course.. but those didn't last long~ and that's how sec 1 passed.

I made quite a lot of friends in 2007, like 1E1!

the best class ever, with great peepos inside!

tere!

ebel!

cherly!

pebbles, des, cherly!

my first d & t project! i still remember the one beside mine is pebbles'.

oh oh, the most hilarious thing is that~~~

Darren's D&T car model got so small that it only covered 1/4 of the board.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH, THAT WAS FUNNY!

staying back with cherly and emily to play bball on fridays!

YFC SESSIONS WITH CHERLY <3

my first plane!

HAHA, there was this time emily and cherly wanted to pull up somin's skirt!
LOL!!! it was so hilarious, chased her around the bball court!
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there are really so many photos of sec 1 with me,

but i couldn't get them transferred to the computer! will get them up asap!

and in 2007, it was also the year i first met you,

HAHA. we were both young, childish, cute and shy.

well... it was a shy encounter with each other for those months we're tgt.

It ended though, a shy ending too.

Moving on...

TA-DA, here comes 2e1 2008!

It was a year that i changed a lot.. like changed to be more wild/naughty.

People may not realize the change in me, but i felt it.

I went around knowing a lot more people, and my guts got bigger.

Thankfully, it ended in a year. I pulled myself back to my normal self.

claudia became my bestest partner during every lesson!

she'll nag at me if i talk~

my 2nd year's d & t work!

my first few encounters on wearing a cord shoe during ushering~

that almost killed me T_T

post exam activities-- shooting :)

HA, one random day after PE.

Neha and my legs (FAT!)

i found my fav junior at the point of time, zhen xin!

and.. i got more involved in yfc, taking over the position of chairman.

from this small group in 2007 to ...

this!

I'm really grateful for this chance, it's so memorable.

oh, here's fathih's fav tongster!

things really changed a lot for me in 2008,

cherly left for clementi town, and i was left alone.

but i was grateful to God for letting me know this great bunch of girls!

MANY MORE PHOTOS!

bernard kay & joev ng!

andy, bk daddy, pebbles, me!

serene, hj, claud, me!

shereen, chin yen, pebbles, me!

seokyoung and claud!

claudy + emily + me!

next, sec 3!

YAY 3E2!

@ ngee ann!

drama night emcee!

prime minister!!!!

HAH, busking for school funds :D

pris and me!!!

@np!

during tuition with huiyu :D

sports day!
Sec 3 seems like a huge jump for me..
it's like we're mostly separated from our close friends who we've known for the past 2 years.
however, we got to mix around and know more friends!
3e2 was really an awesome class, filled with awesome people :)
2009, was the year i've experienced a huge change too!
I got recruited in band because YFC closed down (that's the saddest thing)
i was allocated into playing trombone, and well... i've got thru it, and enjoyed myself!

in 2010, my senior year in YI,

i felt that i'm so lucky to have so many opportunities given to me..
1. council.
2. band.
3. emcee.
these really adds up to a fun-filled and complete 4 years.
It's so exciting that i had never expected that this would happen on me.
:) thank you everyone that had given me a chance.
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I will miss everyone, really.

especially my classmates from 4e2~
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without all of you, my 4 years wouldn't have been completed.
I really didn't have a good impression when i first entered YI.
my mindset was, oh boy, i'll just pass this 4 years and move on..
But, do not judge the book by its cover,
YI's really a great school, filled with great friends, teachers, seniors. ^^
This would be kept in my heart as the fondest memories.
you all made a huge impact in my lives,
and if i were to be given a chance to make a choice in p6 again,
i would definitely choose YI again.
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2010, is a special for me too, managed to spend some time tgt with you.
and yeah, i really enjoyed it, and learnt super much from there :)
nothing can revert us back to the past, so it's good if i learn to move on,
and i'll try.
really thank you so much! hope you'll do fine in future endeavors.
thank you for making me smile, thank you for everything you've done.
maybe you think it's nothing much, but it meant the whole world to me ^^
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ENOUGH OF MY LONG COMPO!
PHOTO SPAM ON GRAD DAY :

YAY RECESS = FOOD!

c.m.s

extortion! my green pen!!!!

i've got pizza in my mouth!!!

wa, yo hub! will miss jasmine and her 'speak saucely!'

PU!

last emcee with zay!

HAHA, HOUSEKEEPER!

my ang brother!
eh thanks ah! always listening to my rants!
GO BATAM! :)

bestie! thank you for your care and concern, always! :)

KISS FROM CLAUDY ;D
HEY BUTT I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!
thank you for being the greatest friend all time!

lovely!

xiao pui!

ducky!

me with pretty girls :D

baobei!!

cool gang~

awww, les!

PHPPS GANG (Y)

xian ge!

baoru!

son!

hei de! :D serene!

trio!

thanks clique for being there for me when i'm down! :)
and thanks for all the jokes, fun, laughter.
I'll miss the disturbings (pris,kp), (wx & huiyu) (ql & kp)!
I'll miss the gossip sessions we had.
I'll miss qingling singing barney's song!
I'll miss huijuan having to join along with that barney song!
I'll miss having recess with all of you!
I'll miss everyone (3

president! -bows-

J!

JOEVY!

(3

em!

english partner!

pu la la!

non-amath! (Y)
thanks for being there to joke with during amath free periods this year!

papa!

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz~

loveliest partner of the year! :)
thank you edna! you've helped me so much!!
esp. in science! sorry if i was a bother to keep asking you questions :D
it was really useful and i learnt many things sitting beside you ^^
you're a great person that share many stories too!

honey!

eliz!

long lost bro!
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okay, enough of photo spam, you can view them all in facebook!
sorry if your face is not here, i'm really in rush of time to do this!!
just grabbed all of these photos from some photos i've view and stored, and my camera!
of course! there are so many great people's face not up here!!! :D
i'll always remember them in my heart! i misssssss school!

i'll miss the basketball court, the place where used to be our fav hangout.
i'll miss the alley that i always walk pass.
i'll miss the study corner where we had our joy and laughter.
i'll miss the canteen with fried chicken, spaghetti, vegetarian rice, roti prata etc.
i'll miss fighting for the special learning centres just for the air-con.
i'll miss everyone, especially you.

2010-10-10T18:58:00.002+08:00

going to dedicate a post specially to YISS, on graduation day, thursday.

stay tune!

it's going to be super long post...

Day 10 : ONE Confession

2010-10-09T17:40:00.001+08:00

Day 10 : ONE Confession

It's either,

'I miss you'
or
'I'm too dumb'

Up to you guys to believe which is right.

Day 9 : Two smiley that describe your life now.

2010-10-08T18:31:00.001+08:00

Day 9 : Two smiley that describe your life now.

1. ^^ -- happy!
2. :O -- nervous!

2010-10-07T10:29:00.002+08:00

Quoted from Huijuan's horoscope 2010 ipod app.

Under Love, 'Affinity'.

Meetings with the people of your own sign will be perfect;
you'll be able to create an imaginary world with them, full of stars.
You will also be comforted and charmed by the protective attributes of Leo.
Scorpio's energy as well as Pisces will support you in your creative decisions;
they will be the luckiest signs this year.
Capricorn’s pessimism will radically rebuff you; it will be endemic and
you'll want to get away from these negative ideas which you already had difficulty avoiding and wanted so badly to forget. '
You won't be interested either in Sagittarius or Aquarius!

kind of accurate though.
:)

Day 7; 3 dislikes

2010-10-07T10:18:00.002+08:00

Day 8 ; 3 dislikes

1. Bitches?
2. Smelly stuff.
3. Physics!!!!!!

2010-10-06T16:09:00.002+08:00

Day 7 : Four dislike.

1. Trouble.
2. Betrayers.
3. Liars.
4. Pessimistic.

2010-10-05T17:41:00.003+08:00

Day 6 : Five people meant alot to you. (not in order)

1. Mom & Dad
2. Lovely friends (!)
3. Ethan
4. Cousin
5. You

LALALA, it shouldn't be 'people', because every friend really meant a lot to me (YAY!)

2010-10-04T19:24:00.004+08:00

Day 4 was for yesterday!

Day 4 : Seven things that crossed your mind alot.
1. wonders how are you doing, like everyday (._.)
2. my o-levels!!!!!!
3. prom night?
4. what shall i wear today?
5. FOOD!
6. wonders what will happen tomorrow.
7. trip to taiwan/universals!

this is for today :)

Day 5 : Six things you wished you never done.

1. giving attitude to people when my mood is really bad.
2. scold/beat ethan (I tried to, but he went from bad to worst)
3. cut my hair short last year.
4. doing stupid things that made me even sadder.
5. starting a r/s. (things would have been different)
6. er, over-eating @ supper resulting in my fat thighs~

however, a few words to say..
what's done, is done, and can't be undone~
and what we are anticipating now is to move forward with life,
and outwit yourself by creating unexpected wonders.

2010-10-02T17:18:00.001+08:00

Twenty plus days to o's ; perservere!

Day 3 : Eight ways to win your heart.

2010-10-02T13:41:00.004+08:00

Day 3 : Eight ways to win your heart.

1. Honest.
2. You must really love your family.
3. No smoking~ No piercing~ No tattoos.
4. Someone who is willing to care for me always.
5. Someone who will understand me.
6. Someone who can tolerate me.
7. 内涵。
8. Someone who can make me laugh.

All these are said, and are useless.
No one can ever win my heart again.
I'm serious.

Day 2 : Nine things about myself .

2010-10-01T23:08:00.003+08:00

Day 2 : Nine things about myself .

1. I have wavy hair!
2. I am not as strong as i appear to at times.
3. I am a girl (DUH)
4. I like to eat a lot!
5. I know my priorities well.
6. I am super messy.
7. I like green (!)
8. I am a leftie!
9. I am quite a blur dumbass at times.

2010-09-30T17:20:00.004+08:00

Day 1 : Ten things you want to tell to ten different people.

1. honestly, i miss you, and will still do.
2. hey, without you guys, my life wouldn't be colored!
3. just fuck off, bitch!
4. oh my, you horrible whore.
5. ethan ang, you better buck up with your attitude alright!
6. love you always, mom and dad.
7. you're a super annoying freak actually.
8. start sorting out your feelings/mood now, no more time to waste!!!
9. God, how will i fair for o-levels?
10. HEY DESIREE, BUCK UP AND STAY OPTIMISITIC! :)

2010-09-30T17:20:00.001+08:00

Day 1 : Ten things you want to tell to ten different people.

Day 2 : Nine things about myself .

Day 3 : Eight ways to win your heart.

Day 4 : Seven things that crossed your mind alot.

Day 5 : Six things you wished you never done.

Day 6 : Five people meant alot to you. (not in order.)

Day 7 : Four dislike.

Day 8 : Three dislike.

Day 9 : Two smiley that describe your life now.

Day 10 : ONE Confession.

2010-09-29T20:23:00.002+08:00

Have you ever just sat in the dark,
blasted music and thought about the lyrics?
Well i have and every song that comes on,
i always find some way to relate to you.

via (lovequotesx3)

2010-09-29T11:24:00.003+08:00

It's been a long time since I updated my blog.. Now, there's finally time for me to update a little on the recent happenings :)
If you guys are wondering if I'm fine, yes I am doing pretty well these few days..
After thinking and reflecting on myself, I realized that I shouldn't brood over things that ha happened.. Because there is no point, and furthermore, there are better things in life that is waiting for me..
By putting studies as my first priority is the most vital, and I believe I can do it!
Really have to thank my lovely bunch of friends that really cheered me up a lot and made me felt so much better~
Without them, I wouldn't have imagined how had I pull through this.

It feels that I've learnt a life lesson, thank you for letting me learn and grow up. This lesson is priceless and I shall always remember.
我承认我还是常常思念着你... 但，让时间来当心灵最好的治疗吧。

2010-09-21T22:39:00.004+08:00

在你转身之后我的泪不停流，虽然心很痛，却只能说分开以后，我就要远走。
人生的路还很长，如果真的有缘分，一定会再见面。
我相信缘分。
我爱你。

2010-09-18T23:27:00.000+08:00

SIGH.
SIGH.
SIGH,

LIFE IS SO STRESSED + SCREWED UP NOW.
FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS!!

quick update.

2010-09-11T18:33:00.010+08:00

HEY EARTHLINGS ^^
i'm going crazy studying currently, and hence i need to short rest now..
let's use the computer to update my blog, since it's so dead.
update :

31st august (I LOVE 4E2!) <3
it was such a last minute preparation for the teachers' day performance,
and we did a super duper great job!
just thought of this.. we're left with 2 more months,
and we will go on our separate ways ):
the thought of it is so scary,
and i can't imagine what's life without school and 4e2.
will really cherish these last moments with all of you ^^

oh oh, moving on. first day of holidays, saturday i suppose.
thank god, there's no morning lessons so i can have a longer sleep.
and i made my first breakthrough, of stepping into little india.

went there with my family, plus grandparents.
well... didn't go there for indian food though.
we went there for delicious duck rice! it was really tasty~
had a walk around there, and i don't really want to go back again, haha.

moving on with sunday, after tuition,
was starving like mad, and waiting for dad in the car to get me lunch.
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monday and tuesday were school days, and on tues,
we went to get some stickies ^^ yummy!
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wednesday was a busy day for me!
met rachel after my violin lesson to go to band senior/exco's bbq :)

我大的小的都带来了！

thank you to those people who helped to bbq the food,
it was impossible without you guys :)

there are some failed shots, of course i'm not posting them.
;)

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i became a violin teacher for 2 hours, and teaching people isn't an easy task.
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just wanna thank all the teachers for making an effort to organise this for us ^^

lastly,
i love granny!

HAHAHA, I LOOK SO TALL IN THIS PHOTO,
I'M SO HAPPPPPPPPPY ^^

2010-09-03T22:34:00.000+08:00

erm, i remember that i'm suppose to post something, but i forgot.
HEH.

2010-08-24T22:41:00.002+08:00

Hey student councils,
don't know if you're reading this, i strongly feel that it's vital to post this.
well.. heard from people that are preparing for the teachers' day,
and things are not going on very well till now, and we're only 10 days away from teachers day.
i hope, you could really give in your very best, for every project work you are assigned.
please don't find this a bother, because you should be taking passion to do all these projects.
you are a student council, and you must live up to the name of it..
don't just feel proud that you're a council, 'cause you're not putting any effort to it.
please.. i know now, i have already stepped down, and is not involved,
however, i was also once in the council, and always your senior.
if you are unable to solve some difficulties when you can always approach seniors for help.
we would be helping you, and i hope i get to see something, and all of you helping out.
please don't disappoint everyone, :)

good luck.
believe that you can do it, and you will.
c'mon! where's the council spirit we used to have!

2010-08-21T21:20:00.003+08:00

蝴蝶眨几次眼睛
才学会飞行
夜空洒满了星星
但几个会落地

一辈子有多少次叹息
遇见你我无法呼吸
这都是你不知道的事……

(credits : 恋爱通告，宋晓青版）

this poetry was meant to be for a senior that 宋晓青 wrote for her senior she admired.
after which, 王力宏 aka 杜明汉 changed it to a song, which is g.r.e.a.t!

2010-08-19T13:32:00.002+08:00

do visit! blog with great use of words!
www.paintjack.blogspot.com

2010-08-18T14:45:00.001+08:00

feeling bad now, well..
my right eye twitching like mad last night was a sign to get myself mentally prepared.
i didn't do up to my expectations for chinese, and it was very disappointing.
i felt that i've just dropped down to the drain,
and i also have doubts if chinese studies would accept me in, because it's not up to their standards.
i did met up their requirement though, but i'll still feel that i didn't do well enough.
i think i've made my mom disappointed, i never made her proud ever,
i don't know.. i feel so helpless now, i think she's pretty sad too.
lastly, i disappointed myself. i know there is no point crying over split milk, but ya,
can't help to feel disappointed.

regret.

2010-08-17T15:11:00.002+08:00

here to post, like properly.
so... what have i been up to in these few weeks?

went to support ethan with some pom pom on 30th july after my dpa interview!
okay, no pom pom, but i took pictures of his performance.
i could conclude that it's quite short and ... , but it's a primary school!
and they're only p2, so great job! *claps claps*

4th august! zui ai wo de puiteck's birthday ^^
yay! had great fun, even though it's only outside school!
sorry to play a prank on you, but we are still happy in the end!
i know you love me, and i love you too :D happy sixteen!
next up, PRISCILLA GWEE (Y)
next next up, CLAUDIA LEE (Y) (Y)

celebrated nicole's 13th with her when the clock struck 12!
14/8. time really flies, she's already 13, all grown up teenager!
still remember the times when we fought like #$%^& :)

ethan's writing + english's really bad to the extent.
): niece and nephew also can't differentiate properly!
-
15th aug, went to celebrate birthday with aunt! :)
HAHA,
I'M SO HAPPY BECAUSE I MANAGED TO TRICK HER WITH RELIGHTING CANDLES!!!
she : eh, one candle enough la, represents all.
me : NO NO NO CANNOT, one candle = 10 years old k?
she : *kept quiet*
when she was blowing, and it relighted.
she : EH! HOW COME LIKE THAT!!! YOU USE THAT THAT THAT THING RIGHT!
me : HAHAHA, YA. I SWEAR I PLANNED FOR VERY LONG ALREADY.
she : -whacks me-
:D enjoyed so much, but sadly, photos are in her camera. shall get from her.

had been catching a lot of 11 : 11 lately,
hope my wishes would come true!
one of my wishes...
hope i'll not get disappointing results for chinese tomorrow!
*crosses and fingers and prays hard*

2010-08-14T17:39:00.007+08:00

人，是一个很奇怪的动物。
当你对一个人有特别的感觉时，你把和他说话的机会通通当成无价的宝。
但，当你和他在一起时，你却把你们俩沟通的时间当成理所当然。
其实，和你的另一半沟通的时候，也是一种幸福的滋味。
而我，就是像我描述的这一些人，我却不满足，不懂得珍惜。
我突然醒悟，现在，我在慢慢地学习珍惜与你的每一分每一秒。
♥
-
我知道世界上没有所谓的‘永远’， ‘永远’只是用来逗我们开心的两个字。
i always tell you, forever and always. that's because i believed so.
我知道总有一天你会离开我。。可能是分手的离开，或是到另一个世界的离开。
所以我一定会好好珍惜我们之间那美好的时光。。
因为这些都会变成我以后，一段最最最美好的回忆，
而这些回忆是无价的，用金钱买也买不到。
在痛苦的时候想起这些美好的回忆可以让受伤的自己，总是好过一点。

请你们不要担心。。。这是在我思想沉重时，想出来的， i'm okay! ：）
想了想，觉得很有道理，所以决定po上网。
我不会再因为我的幼稚行为，而判断错的决定。

2010-08-11T12:15:00.002+08:00

shall complete my 30 days letter since i have time now! :)

Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
andy! HAHA, because of some lame shit reasons, right?
i think that was around 2 weeks ago, on the way back home, haha.
but he really promised not to gay with him anymore, so i'm happy!

Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew
i think the friendliest person is claudia lee! she never fails to say hi to anyone.
even to people she think they're funny/cute. like.. some random korean boys on the way home,
or a cute little toddler that passes by. hehe, maybe to some juniors in school too, she'll not hesitate to say hi~ wheee, friendly girl!

Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
changed my life? meaning made a difference? well, there are many!
good and bad ones though, let's start on with the good ones.
my family changed my lives, my mom gave birth to me, and so i'm on earth.
that's a huge impact of my life, if i wasn't born, there won't be me.
my parents took care of me, if they have not, i won't be educated, and so well fed.
next, meeting you obviously changed my life too, you're such a great person
that i wouldn't wanna miss to know you. if i hadn't met you,
i won't dare to imagine what am i now.
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bad ones, well...
throughout my whole life, i've met a few bad eggs, like maybe 3-4?
they had changed my life, because of what i see in them, i learnt that i shouldn't be like them,
they act like a mirror, reflecting to me what's bad, and i should not follow.
because of them, i've turned into a better person, and i'll avoid what they've done :)
so, i would like to thank them too, if it's not because of them,
i would have learnt all this bad habits/ways/stuffs and it would be real bad.

Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
billy? there is a reason behind, and i think he knows the reason ;) *peace*
he's really a great friend/brother, who never fails to make me laugh even when i'm down.
but.... yeah. i know, he knows.

Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror
I, DESIREE ANG.
when i'm young, i'm a superrrrr shy girl, and always do not want to voice out.
i'm the one that always get scolded by dad out of the littlest things,
and hence i always have a responsibility to complete/help out in things fully.
i'm absent-minded, and quite slow in understanding, but i'm willing to put in more effort.
i'm always afraid of making people angry, and i always feel bad when i do so.
i always say that i'm ok and likes to act like i'm tough, but actually i'm really weak.
i don't like empty promises, because after anticipating for so long, you get nothing.
that summarizes to desiree.

Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times

2010-08-02T15:45:00.002+08:00

Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
i think that all sec 4 students are going through the worst of times now, 2 more months to o-levels! i bet that everyone must be rushing, doing their revisions, and burning midnight oil for this last few months. for those who are, continue doing it! for those who are still not reivising, go on now!! there is still time :) jiayou everyone!! i'm personally also struggling now too! gotta catch up!

ciao, off to study ^^

btw, happy birthday zay zay!
hope you really liked the surprise we gave you! and thanks for being my good kaki in student council! always hearing my rants, complains, moans, whines. HAHA!

2010-08-01T14:45:00.002+08:00

TIME TO ADD MORE NEW POSTS!

Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
someone i judged by first impression... eh.. i've thought of someone in mind, but i won't post about it. anyway i just have a sentence, which is.. you can't judge them by your first impression, because that will be never true. just because the person has a face you really hate, and that doesn't means that his/her character isn't good. try to give the person a chance to make friends with him/her, and you'll find that she may be different from what you think! :)

Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
like i've said, i'm forgiving.. hahah, hence i don't think i'll hold grudges on anyone to the extent?
i'm not sure.. still thinking.

Day 23 — The last person you kissed
SENSITIVE!
but actually, i haven't used up my first kiss :P
我是一个很保守的女生。
i feel that a person's first kiss, must be given to the person you love most,
and of course, it must be of an appropriate time!
the best thing on earth is... the first person you kissed is also the last person to do so :)
that would be awesome.

Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
i guess, that would be my family,and you!
my family had been always there for me for this past 16 years, we've been through so much together! and those obstacles we've faced. my favourite memories would be going to holidays together, planning closely on where to go in japan, bargaining for good prices in thailand, visitng the picturesque scenery in aust ... etc. those are the best times of my life, and memory.
as for you, thank you for coming into my life, i wouldn't imagine what was life without you, what would i turn out to be now? those times when we're together was really superb, i will remember everything vividly, now, forever, and always even if anything changes in the future, because it was/will be the best part of my memory.
i appreciate everything, thank you so much.

心灵救护箱

2010-07-28T15:44:00.002+08:00

HI PIGS, I'M HERE TO POST AND GIVE YOU A LESSON ON LIFE.
read this book, quite long ago.. maybe it isn't called a book, it's called a guide book.
:) it's teaching you life lessons and how to 'heal' you mentally!
haha, the book was separated into a few sections, and i picked out a few stories which i feel that it's essential for us, teenagers to know.

1.人生的‘热气球’
如果我们的人生是热气球，给他注入含有‘失败因子’的空气，就能飞翔成功的蓝天。
让人生的热气球神奇的另一个方法，就是扔掉‘否定性想法’这个沙袋。

if our lives is like a hot air balloon, why not inject some 'failures in life (helium) into the hot air balloon, therefore you can soar up high in skies of success. Another alternatives, is to get rid of the sack bag (things that cause hindrance) in order to succeed.

2. 人生的金丝带
If life were to be used as 10 metres of gold ribbon, use 1.5 metres of it for sleep, and you can turn into a hero. Einstein used 4 metres for sleep, and he changed the world.
我们应该好好休息，这样在醒着的时间里，幸福地做事情。

this is specially for people, like me who always don't sleep early, and yeah. advise is start have sufficient sleep, and who knows? you might be the next one to change the world!

3. 笑决定幸福
笑是上天赐给我们人类的礼物。
笑让我们的人性懂得理解价值，给我们在心灵上的愉悦。
everyday, smile like there's no tomorrow, smile like you're living your last day on earth.
it would bring people happiness, and bring yourself happiness too!

4.让我们幸福的是什么？
一个人真正感到幸福的时刻，是让别人开心的那一刻。
为他人而付出，就会感受到一种深切，根本的幸福。
help others, you will feel the sense of accomplishment, and happiness.

5.幸福公式
幸福 = 天生幸福的资质 + 环境 + 对人生的控制力
actually, happiness is just so simple.

6. 相信决定幸福
人生所有的美好的东西，你信多少就会的多少。
your willpower in believing must be strong, in order to get the happiness you want.

7.拥抱的力量
不要犹豫拥抱所爱的人，又一次地拥抱，就能给他全部的世界。
by using hugging to comfort the person you love, you already healed him/her.
because a hug is like a strong drug, or a little whisper which says 'you'll be ok.'

there are many more.. but these are the few i found really inspirational!
i like number 3 & 7 the most though, because it really true.
I hope you all could read it and try to go and borrow from the library this book,
it really so called enlightened me ^^

Day 20- the one that broke your heart the hardest.

2010-07-28T11:46:00.001+08:00

Hey! Hahaha. Day 20th! The one That broke my heart the hardest? Well... I think that it's the same as the one that caused me alot of pain~ I was really hurt, but guess things had already passed, and it happened years ago. It'll still be a scar left in my heart yeah, but for now, it's not the time to get hurt or to care about these nonsense :).

Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad

2010-07-27T18:28:00.003+08:00

Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad

pester sounds like a bad thing.. but there's no one that pesters my mind, bad.
:) it's just like when some bad things happen, than that matter will keep repeating and flashing in my mind.. But in good terms, hahaha. you always come into my mind! other than you, my friends too. everyday, i'll be thinking about the times i've spent with everyone, the funny moments, the times where i can laugh like some mad woman!

2010-07-24T16:50:00.003+08:00

AH SIAN, my mom took away my own lappy, and inside there contains ALL my pictures.
so, i think i can only fulfill the picture thing after o's, or after prelims..
I'M TERRIBLY SORRY, AND I'M SAD!

k, these are the days i missed out, shall all post back for you guys! :)

18th july
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Hmmm, well.. i can't think of much, but i think i shall write about my cousin, janelle.
I hardly meet up with her, or hang out, or talk to her.. that's because we're far away relatives.
although she lives in sg too, but we're not close.. that's a sad thing, and furthermore, we're cousins! I didn't know we were cousins, till my grandma told me about it, (pathetic?) but i would really like to talk to her, and catch up with her asap!!!

19th july
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Gong gong.. i really missed him into bits! ever since 2000 when he passed away on a bus while his heart attack stroked him. I was only 5 years old that time... and i didn't really know that he passed away, until my mum carried me to see him for his last time. I suddenly felt a sharp pain in my heart, and i cried. He promised me once, that when i reach 7, he would teach me chinese caligraphy.. He's one of the relatives i love most, and it's really a great pity i can't talk to me anymore, and he can't see how am i like now, and he haven't got a chance to meet ethan too...
If i see him, i would definitely give him a big hug, and start to sob, and catch up with him,
asking him how is he, and telling him things that had been happening for the past 10 years.
it's been 10 years now, ah gong, i miss you.

20th july
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
I don't hate anyone! but there was a particular matter who caused me a lot of pain. well, i was pretty ridiculous and not mature to face that matter during that time. But looking how much i disappoint my parents, and myself. i really felt very hurt and helpless. A scar is still left inside me now, and this had became a 阴影 that i will never forget. However, it's been 2 years, and i'm grateful for that matter that happened, it had given me a great lesson of life, and allowing me to be closer to my family. I had also grown up after that matter. hence, it was only the short few months that i was in pain. -peace-

21th july
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
forgive me? I don't know who is angry or pissed with me now, but if i do make someone angry, i'm here to apologize to you.. be it any reasons, i will reflect on myself definitely, and prove to you that i'm no longer the desiree that had made you angry! ^^

22th july
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Drifted away from? I think that they are my primary school friends! I've yet to seen them for like a year, we only meet each other a year once.. and some, for this past 4 years, i haven't seen them! it's such a pity.. we knew each other for 6 years, and now we don't even meet up. why not let's meet up after o's and play?

23th july
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
the person i miss the most? it should be my gong gong! i really missed him for life, everyday.
mr leong too.. i was reading the year book yesterday, and i saw mr leong's photo.. he was still able to stand and walk, and i really felt sad.. even my parents felt very sad for him. he's really a passionate teacher. gong gong and mr leong, will always be remembered in my heart!

24th july
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
let's see... my uncle? he's not in country, everytime, almost throughout the year. He only comes back when it's nicole's birthday, or during new year. He's currently working in china. he is a really funny man, filled with jokes! :) really hope to see him soon!

25th july
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Harminder! She's like my first malay friend in my life! :) we knew each other in PAP, during k1 and k2-- or maybe even earlier than that, i'm not sure! we live in the same apartment, but now i think she moved already.. but we still add each other in facebook, and talk! it's really great to know her since childhood! i hope to meet her soon!

26th july
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
I hope to be a successful person (who doesn't?). Successful as in, just have a simple life, and have a stable job and have a heartwarming family that's always there for you.. that's enough, and that will make it all equal to what i meant by successful. my successful doesn't mean that i want to be filthy rich, i just want an ordinary and fun-filled life. I will work and strive for it! :)

2010-07-22T19:42:00.004+08:00

Hey,
It's been quite a while since i posted.. and i had seemed to break the chain for the 30 days letter.
Shall continue with it soon, prelims is around the corner, so i'll have lesser time to blog.
Will dedicate my time over to studies, studies and studies..
-
My main aim to blog is to talk about the DPA, or DSA.
It's been a pretty hot topic in school/blogs/twitter/facebook~
almost everyone is talking about it now, and you might be asking if i had applied for any?
yes, i have. I applied for DPA, Ngee Ann, Chinese studies. DSA, JJC.
I'm pinning full hopes for chinese studies in either ngee ann or JJC.
So... everyone was going gaga about this matter over school, like :

'OMG, NP HAVE NOT CALLED ME YET!!!!'
'OH NO, YOU GOT SHORTLIST ALREADY I HAVEN'T!!!'
'WHEN ARE THEY GOING TO CALL ME?!'
'EH WHAT COURSE YOU CHOOSE AH? GOT NEWS?'

HAHAHAHHA, i can't help to admit that i am one of them too!
We're like gan-chiong spiders trying to squeeze out every information we know! ;)
Till today.. Just, during dinner time, dad actually spoke to me, and i woke up from this 'trap'.
He told me ;
晴，你因该随缘。
你着相了。。回来本来的面目，不要再想了。
越着急，越想得到，抱着更大的希望，就会在失败时有更大的失望。
少一点盼望，可能在意料中得到的，会是你意想不到的结果。

Follow what fate brings you to.
it just simply meant that i've lost myself into this matter, don't think about it anymore.
the more you anticipate, the more you pin your hopes on, the more disappointments you will receive. Hope lesser, and maybe you will get unexpected results that you never had dreamt of.

I felt like something had struck me, yes. I will pace myself down, and not think/worry so much. We'll just let nature take its course, and let things flow through smoothly.
Take it easy, and who knows you might receive a call tomorrow?

Think, and reflect.
Thanks dad.

Someone you wished you could have met＋picture of what you had for lunch.

2010-07-18T22:55:00.004+08:00

Day 9 : Someone you wished you could have met.

Well.. i wish i could have met spongebob one day!!!!!
Why would i want to meet a sponge?
Firstly, spongebob is sooo cute, i want to ask him many lame questions,
and i want to know what is it like to live in bikini bottom,
and how is it like to have a very good friend!
I would like to ask him how can he live with his neighbor that plays clarinet,
and oh, i will tell him how much i admire + love him!
AND MOST IMPORTANTLY, TAKE A PICTURE WITH HIM (Y)
However... this could only happen in my dreams ): -pouts-

will post the picture up tomorrow!

My favourite internet friend + A picture of yourself (again)

2010-07-17T23:33:00.003+08:00

A picture of myself, (again!)
Day 8 : my favorite internet friend.
I don't have a penpal, so my favorite internet friend, is someone i've met in tyz immersion.
her name is tian xing, she'll always asking how am i, how well am i coping in school, etc.
well, she takes damn long to reply, but it's always heart-warming to see her emails! :)

Your ex-boyfriend/crush/love + a picture that makes you cry.

2010-07-16T16:26:00.004+08:00

Day 7 : Your ex-boyfriend/crush/love + A picture that makes you cry.
I'm not really an emotional person.. maybe i won't cry just solely by seeing a picture..
Maybe a scene in drama serial, or a super touching text by your loved ones?
This is picture won't make me cry though.. but it fits in perfectly to the picture they want me to post..

well.. this scene actually made me cried,

the ending part when xiao le said his lines, tears just rolled down. It's really so touching..

this part too, when guang xi was leaving, and xiao le was chasing like mad after him, crying.
My eyes went watery ):

okay, so scenes make me tear rather than pictures, shall end this before i get sight-tracked!
0_0

My ex-boyfriend/crush/love.
This topic, is sensitive? well.. my ex-boyfriend is my current boyfriend,
my first love, and hope will be my last love! (Y)
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for crush.. Well, crush are just infatuation. My first crush...
-turns the clock back to primary school-
2002! Well, shouldn't say out the name, name it D.
It's like i knew him in primary 1, and he seemed to be my best friend.
When we're primary 2, rumors were spreading that he like me, so i like him too.
I found him sooooooooooo funny, and just funny.
That stupid crush lasted till p6! A long and dumb one, i was so childish.
He's a good friend of mine now, and became super funny and lame as he grew up!
Although we didn't talk much, he seemed to be the first friend i've met in primary 1.
the last time we talked was like during my birthday, when he wished me on facebook.
(shall not reveal so much, shhhh*)

-peace-

A stranger + A picture that inspires me.

2010-07-15T17:52:00.003+08:00

this picture inspires me a lot! mom bought it for me from daiso, and it's hung in my room now.
it says that in this world, there is only 1% genius, and 99% are effort that you put in, in order to succeed.

Day 6 : A stranger + A picture that inspires me.
We often meet so many strangers per day when we are out. A stranger is someone that you don't know. Some strangers could become friends with you under special circumstances. All your friends are strangers too, you had to meet them at first in order to be friends with them. At times, you see strangers helping each other when they are in need. This is what we call '人间有温情'.

Your dreams + a picture of your morning.

2010-07-14T23:33:00.002+08:00

this was a picture of my morning, 3 years ago.. in 2007. I was on board the plane going to japan!
That was so blissful, and i wish i could spend my mornings in the sky everyday!

Day 5 : Your dreams.
Well, i have many dreams... I actually dreamt to be a pilot last time during sec 1-2, but i realized that that wasn't my real dream job. My dream is still the same, ever since young, to become to teacher. I really would like to convey education to the next generation, and i am going to do it! :)
Other than my aspirations as dreams, i day-dream too.. Day-dream what would i be like in 5 years, 10 years down the road. Would i get married? Have a family? Single life, touring around the world, Teaching, Or doing something else i've never thought of? Well.. Dreams are what we're suppose to work for, but at times, we often travel to far away in our dreams. I love dreams a lot, because they do come true at times, and you get to think of what you would be like in future, and work towards it!

:)

Your sibling.

2010-07-13T17:17:00.003+08:00

Day 4 : Your Sibling + A picture of where you went.

i went with ethan to...

the fairprice finest japanese corner @ bukit timah!
OH GOD, THE FOOD THERE IS (Y)!

My sibling :
Who else can it be? he's Ethan the infamous!
Ethan is 8 this year, notorious guy... very notorious. However, i feel that this is a growing up process. Everyone has to learn to stand up from where they had fall.. Didn't that happen to you when you all were young? He's merely just start learning about life now, and i believe as time passes, he would be less notorious. Actually, he's a stingy person, you need to plead him like mad in order to get him help you in something. Sometimes, he can be very sweet to you, he would say this to me 'jiejie, next time when i grow up, i would protect you!' Those words coming out from an innocent boy is really heart-warming. Honestly saying, i am really afraid of losing him. I had a dream recently, i dreamt that he was out of my life one day, he passed away, and i was crying, sobbing devastatedly. That was when i knew how much impact he had made in my life. Be it, coming to my room to irritate me, or waking me up on mornings with some drums, or even quarreling with me day and night without fail, he would still be my lovely brother. Sometimes, i often remind myself, how lucky am i to have a sibling, and i would cherish him.
(Y)

world cup + your parents

2010-07-13T16:26:00.006+08:00

Hey,
i was too tired yesterday because of the world-cup mania to post the 30 letters & pictures.
i woke up in the wee hours of monday, which was horrible, but for the sake of world-cup that's happening every 4 years once, i had to watch it. it was spain and netherlands, and i am SO disappointed that spain won in the end, and it didn't scored till the 117th minute, which practically wasted my time.
-
i thought it would be an exciting match, but i was wrong.
how did i look like at home when i was watching it?

first half- lying flat on the sofa, eyes half closed. it only opened when they were about to score.
mom kept complaining about how bad the referee was, how cheater bugs were spain.
i just kept nodding my head and continue to be half-asleep.

second half- i thought netherlands had to chance to score. there were many chances, but they all blew it. when spain was just about to score, i will start screaming like mad, and kept saying 'phew! they actually didn't score!' went to hunt for food to eat, and on-ed my phone. started to tweet, sms people that are watching, commenting about the game. but second half ended miserably, both teams still didn't score. oh did i mention that ethan suddenly woke up in the midst of 2nd half to join mom and me for the match? ;) -boo-

extra 30 mins- i couldn't take it anymore, if they had scored, i could have gotten back to bed by 4.30am. i was lying back on the sofa again, and i started 'sleeping'. i would only open my eyes when the commentator started raising his voice. i gave up watching, practically. i told mom 'AIYA, ANY TEAM JUST SCORE WILL DO, I NEED MY SLEEP!'
and yes, finally. spain scored, i pouted ):
seeing spain to victory, i could see the sadness filled in netherlands players' eyes.
it was so heart-beaking, like seeing how japan lost in their penalty kick with paraguay.
but that's world-cup, and furthermore, we already somehow knew our answer by that octopus.

the next morning, 6.40 plus. i woke up feeling horrible. i felt like just blacking out.
haha, but the day in school was still okay. 4 years once, so it's alright.
:) i was actually still hoping that netherlands could win the match~
2.30 is in the morning, which is what i did on 12 july.
alright.. here's my day 3 : Your parents + a pictures of what i've did today.
i will take this post as yesterday's, because it was meant for yesterday.

My parents :
Mum is a really kind woman, haha. I love very much, I love her craps when she's together with me. I don't treat her like a mum, i just treat her like my very good sister that shares with me. I could always go up to her and tell her my secrets, she promised she won't spill it out to dad. Other than being my 'sister', she's also my teacher in Chinese. My Chinese was like some dung in primary school, and she gives me free tuition, and uses many ways to make me love Chinese and improve nn it. Her favourite phrase to me would be 'hey fat pig, get out of my way', because she claims that i always block her way when we're walking. (o_o) i'm quite sad she calls me fat, but never mind, wo ai ni mama!

Dad is a strict man, but he would always be the man i respect the most. Although he always shows a stern face in front of everyone, which i don't know why. but i'm afraid of it myself too,
he's actually very caring and funny guy, when you talk to him properly. He actually love our family very much, but he just find a way to express it out, so he'll use the hard way by nagging or harsh scoldings. Years have passed, and ethan and me, or even mum got used to it. I think he knows what is he doing, and he's really trying to change for the better. Dad is my teacher in life, he often gives me inspiration talks, like during dinner time. I ought to be a better person after all his 'teachings'. He would tell me to share more with others, and you would be happier, and if i were to hate a person, just look more openly, and kept telling yourself his/her character is like that, and we can't change it, we could only change ourselves. There are many more of course, but these 2 are the ones i remember the most. Because of him, i became more optimistic. I still remember when i get back my report cards in primary school, i would be so guilty that i'll cry in front of him, because i know he's disappointed, and had failed to meet his expectations. He would not scold me, but comfort me, telling me to work hard in the next round. There was another time, when i was so stressed during sec 3 exams, that i actually broke down halfway when i was studying. He immediately stopped his work, and comforted me for more than half and hour. Dad, words can't express your love for me, and neither could i express my love for you. We don't show out how much we love each other by saying i love you, but i could just feel it. I know you could too.
:)

next up, would be my sibling. (oh crap)

2010-07-11T15:10:00.002+08:00

Hello,

Day 2 : Your crush & A picture of what you wore today.
Crush means an intense but usually short-lived infatuation.

My last crush, is you.
We were both still young that time, and I'm sure we didn't understand what's love.
Many ups and down happened in between, but that my infatuation didn't leave you..
It was a really an infatuation at the beginning, but it slowly developed into love.
It felt like we've been through a cycle, and now we're back at one again.
You became a part of me, when you were happy, i will be happy.
When you are vexed, my mood will follow by.
I didn't know why that was happening to me,
but still I really felt that I'm the luckiest girl on earth to meet you.
love you.

Day 1 : My best friend & a picture of myself

2010-07-10T23:32:00.003+08:00

Hey, Hi.
i've seen this on many people's blogs and i felt that it would be interesting to try it out,
and maybe it would gain more people reading my posts. Please refer to the right on the navigations. It would be what i'll be posting for 30 days, pictures and post.

Day 1 :
My best friend + a picture of myself.

In our lives, we meet many people everyday, we interact with a lot of friends.
I do not have a very specific best friend, because i know everyone is special towards me.
:) First, i have a very special group of girls, which was my girlfriends.
However, things happened, and we're not together anymore, but all of you are still important in my heart. Other than them, i've really made really good friends throughout this 4 years. They are so important to me, and i can't live without them.
Hence, everyone makes a good best friend.
xoxo.

2010-07-02T12:25:00.006+08:00

had a great birthday 2 days ago :)
the first obstacle i met after my birthday was falling sick. -oh damn it-
---
okay, 30/6. i'm officially sixteen, i really got a surprised from my friends.
it started in the morning, when i saw xinying with a huge box,
and she claims that i only can open it during recess, oh well.
i didn't thought much, and she kept saying it's 2 lion stuff toys.
huijuan, pris they all said it was it too, hence i believed them ._.
I SUSPECTED ONCE, IT WAS A CAKE.
but i was thinking, shouldn't it be in the fridge?
so i didn't thought about it anymore.
alright, they brought me to the canteen during recess,
and i opened the box.
CAN YOU BELIEVE IT, TILL THEN, I DON'T EVEN KNOW THAT'S MY CAKE.
-.- i'm too dumb.
i shrieked as i opened the box~ :) really got a shock,
and i'm so touched because someone actually baked a cake for meeeeeeeeee!
AND THE BEST PART :
SPONGEBOB EVERYWHERE!!!! omg, it's like spongebob's house!
eventually i went 'O-H M-Y G-O-D!'

really, thank you so much for the mini surprise!
and my face turned red when they sang happy birthday song to me.
everyone having recess turned to us and stared at us.
something special about my cake, there was no candles xD
and now.. i know finally that some cakes don't need to be put in the refrigerator.
thanks bestie, pris for the cake ^^
HAHAHAH, that was taken during ss.
doing group work and wanted to see the pictures taken just now.
than my hands started itching and attempts to disturb pris.
seems like i passed! ^^

----
after school!
i went home, and waited pretty long for 77 with emily.
i had to go home, if not i'll look like some fillipino maids carrying garangs on board to the plane!
(quoted by johby)
hehehe, i changed and met andy downstairs.
i received an sms from yb, 'we're on bus already'
andy and me are suppose to meet them on board the bus.
if we missed it, we're doomed. hahaha, so we both ran to the bus-stop.
yeah, thank goodness we didn't miss it.

:) headed to daily scoop, we're all depending on billy, if he misses the stop,
we'll be brought to some other places. hahah.
oh yea, i haven't mentioned that actually eliz and billy was hiding some cake from me.
AND I DIDN'T NOTICE! -DESIREE, YOU'RE MARVELOUS!-
it's big and yet i can't see anything, am i blind or what.
i only knew it when we reached the ice-cream store.
LOL, tried on the ice-cream there, i like the strawberry!!
but i think udders takes better in strawberry ^^
went out of the store so that we could light up candles.
hahaha, went to borrow lighter, and somehow some passer-by lent to us :)

MY DUMBEST/FATTEST/RETARD-EST BODOH!

MY GOOD NEIGHBOUR!

MY CUTEST ELIZ!
(this is a fail picture by andy lai, because he didn't take the pic tgt with the cake!!!!!!)

this is a pass! (Y)

MY DEAREST! ^^

thank you girls for this cake, although you all couldn't make it,
i appreciated it! i like the biscuit below!!!

this is damn retard i tell you, before i could blow the candles,
the wind blew it for me ):

hence i had to act, and 'blow' them off, ohhhh no.
i fail at acting obviously.

haha, tata. short celebration.
thanks :)
went to westmall to get bern's present with billy and andy, for 5 mins.
we're darn fast, and we cabbed home!

that sums up my birthday (Y)

2010-06-30T23:44:00.003+08:00

i'm officially 16 today, and i had a great sweet sixteen ^^
will post more about it soon! :)

big thanks to everyone that wished me, celebrated with me.
i really appreciated every small actions that you all have done for me!
<3

2010-06-25T11:37:00.003+08:00

HI SPACE!
had been reading a lot lately, mostly chinese storybooks.
mom is very surprised of me reading chinese books 0_O
one book i would really like to recommend!

我一直在寻找一个人 ---豪哥
i can assure that it's more touching than autumn's concerto.
it's just a typical love story, but being delivered in a different manner.
furthermore, it's a real-life story, and just being published out by the author.
the main lead in the story is nicknamed as '娃娃'.
she has a boyfriend in the beginning of the story, however the boy，宇成， is being restricted by his parents of going out with her, because of major exams that is coming.
she loved him, and he loved her.
they had been together for about 3 years now, and upon hearing that he can't go out with her for the time being, she's obviously very sad, and depressed.
-
upon relieving stress, her mom suggested on bringing her brother and her to U.S.A
for a short break, and at the same time have an experience of studying in america high-school.
upon reaching there, she meets another guy, which is named '明浩’.
at the first sight of meeting him, 娃娃 really hated him and found him irritating.
明浩 was really quiet too, he didn't wanted to talk, until one night when 娃娃 was hungry, and looking for food, he actually helped her do the cooking and stuff, which made 娃娃 have a different impression on him. they both started to talk, and their relationship got better.
he was really caring towards her, spending almost everyday with her, playing together with her.
even 明浩's cousin was shocked by what she had seen. she told 娃娃 one day that her cousin had never done so much for a girl in his life.. well, obviously she's trying to hint 娃娃 something.
hence, shortly after 明浩 confessed to 娃娃, but she had to reject him, because she still have a boyfriend in taiwan.. however, she really had mixed feelings towards both of these boys.
who did she really like? 明浩 or 宇成?
-
okay, many things happened in between.. like the times they spent together,
and 明浩 being really a sweetheart, and eventually, they actually kissed.
娃娃 didn't stop him, and isn't that obvious enough that she likes him?
well, story drags. 娃娃 told her mom she wants to go back to taiwan because she misses 宇成.
but in actual fact, she wanted to hide away from 明浩.
on the night before she left for taiwan, 明浩 visited her @ around 3.30am.
they both talked, and 娃娃 told him that she'll consider, and tell her an answer when 明浩 goes back to taiwan. after that they both parted, and here's the climax :
at 5am, he's still not home, her relatives called 娃娃 and asked where was he?
they found that he was involved in an accident, and he had passed away.
(this was the moment, i really felt like crying)
after that, okay, everyone grieved, and during the funeral,
she told him that actually, the person she loved is him, just that she didn't have the guts to face the fact.. aw, it's really very sad.
till now, she still dream of him constantly, and she can't forget him..
sigh, it's a sad love story.
oh yes, by the way, in the end, she broke up with 宇成.

this is a must read story!!!

world cup fever!

2010-06-22T16:10:00.004+08:00

Hello, i'm sure that most of you all are watching world cup yes?
I myself is watching it too, but not every match though,
just watch the teams that i like :)
---
recently, the solvenia and usa match was really unexpected.
oh yes, and i found a real cute guy inside.
i didn't really notice him, until the referee was giving him, or his team mate a yellow card,
than he started like pleading the referee, with both his hands.
LOL, and not long after he scored a goal~ hahah!
he's the one in the middle, i think it's after the score~
he looks good on the side-view. lol!
couldn't really find a lot of pictures up on google.
i think this was taken during other leagues or what.
and his name is Zlatan Ljubijankic , i don't even know how to pronounce it.
but anyway, he's good looking, and i think he's a good player (i suppose!)
--
that day, my aunt, uncles, grandma, my family stationed at home to watch soccer together!
it was really enjoyable, because we can place bettings amongst ourselves.
the first column was to guess the number of goals for holland and japan.
the second row was for the next match, ghana and australia. (should be)
screamed my lungs out during the matches, and finally. i won in the second match!!
YAY.
-

and that was yesterday. ethan was playing with the word pad from the com to the tv.
i started it first, and he played along, hehe.
:D

for now, i'm going to do my chemistry!
ethan's words today really woke me up.
he said '姐姐，我要去做功课了，我今天要更努力，因为我昨天一直都在玩，已经退两步了’
a 8 year old can actually say this out to me, a 16 years old.
i'm sucha failure.

2010-06-17T21:42:00.002+08:00

firstly, i must say happy birthday to my beloved ducky, qingling! <3 after eating at westmall, we headed to island creamery!

must really thank eliz and chewmei for their effort to prepare!
:) i told eliz that i couldn't lie very well, so she and chewmei
went to tell ducky that they forgotten her present @ home,
but in actual fact, they both made their way down here to prepare first,
while i dragged time @ westmall, and i had to bring them to the shop.
great! she got surprised i think!
on the way there, i was really laughing my ass off.
qingling asked : eh? why king albert park doesn't looks like a park?
pris; got la! inside this park got kingfisher and the owner is called albert!
ql and me : LAUGHS CONTINUOUSLY FOR 7 MINS.
wth, it's damn funny, couldn't stop laughing!

must touched till cry k! :D

nice cake, filled with gummies!
specially for ducky that love sweets!

lazy to rotate~~ got so pissed with fb, whole day trying to upload.
FAIL!

group photo!
eliz was cute, the person asked if there's any cue to know who's the birthday girl
than she said, find the shortest one :P

next, disturb eliz (pris idea!)
hahaha, zigui wasn't here, so substitute! use the tissue paper and put beside eliz!

unglam shots, there's more in my camera!
GOT PRISCILLA'S (AHHHHHHH!*)

cut out the first piece of ice-cream cake to ducky!
:) + a burnt candle. hehe.

qingling is a happy girl ^^

EAT GUMMY!!!

okay, after we each have our shares,
and after eliz put another 2 slices onto my plate,
haha, we had CREAM!!!!!! :)
actually, i asked xy to put some cream onto qingling's face while she's not looking :P
than they whole cream-mania started, tsk.
even i got it from weichong and rachel, SIGH!
make my hair oily, and i have the milky smell, eeeew.

thank god, this is an ice-cream cake, not cream cake~ haha,
if not i think that the cake would've been used for smashing rather than eating!

pris wanted to smash cream on her, haha, but she kept shielding.

finally, a kind soul helped her to wipe :P

AND HAIYO, THIS DUCKY KEPT BUGGING ME AND PULL ME TO TAKE THIS PHOTO.
after taking, she's so hyper.
satisfied!

2010-06-17T11:48:00.002+08:00

Hey, since i promised to post, i would post something gory.
LOL, not really gory, but something that had happened recently in thailand.
parents are back, and they took pictures of the situation in thailand after the riots.
it looks really bad.. mom told me that on the first day when she saw this,
she felt really heart-broken and pity those thais living there.
-

this is the whole of the burnt shopping mall.

at the side of the mall.

ah, don't look at my dad.
i feel that this shot is really well-taken, you see the burnt sign of zen.
and look at the shattered glass of the window panes, awwww.
i would like to have a first hand experience of this,
but well.. it's fate that i can't go there.
i hope everything is fine there now.

2010-06-13T23:32:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY :)
this is the first year that you're not celebrating with ethan and me!
but i hope you've enjoyed your day @ thailand celebrating with daddy!
please be back soon safely tomorrow! i want a cake celebration with you!
i haven't fulfilled my promise of using the fake candles on you!!! urgh.
& i truely hope you liked my present, haha.
俗语说： ‘活到老，学到老。’
right.. maybe it's not the right one to use, than i better not use anything.
:)
sorry for the times when i've made you mad, and thank you for always disturbing me.
you're just like a friend, sister to me.
i love you mom!

2010-06-11T23:35:00.003+08:00

helloooo :)
stuffs from gmarket has arrive just now at 12 noon!
most of them are mom's, but i still helped her unwrap :)
i had a good time doing that!
-evil laughs, she won't get to see it till monday!-

hope she is having fun right now!!!!
i received a text from her, saying that :
everything is okay, just that it's a little quiet.
and how are you? will call you at 11.30pm.
-
DANG, IT'S 11.30. WHERE IS HER CALL!!!!

2010-06-10T12:34:00.003+08:00

hiiiiiiiiii, back here to post again :)
am about to get one of my 'chio' items from my 'chio' list!
it's the candy pop watch (!) hope it'll arrive shortly!!

show you guys something ;
not only chemistry... even ethan has 3 steps procedure!

1.

stares at his maths question.

2.

scratches his head to think.

3.

writes down his answer, when he finally got it!

not only him, i guess i will do this at times too!
:)
well... parents are leaving for thailand tomorrow, i'm partially happy and reluctant.
i'm still not very willing to let them go to thailand, because i'm afraid chaos will start again..
however, mom promised to get me a lot of goodies from platinium mall! (Y)
and for this 3 days, i'll be staying over at grandma's.
reason being why i can't stay at home ;
1. i can't cook.
2. i am afraid of seeing lizards at night, i'll scream my lungs out.
3. i will get distracted and not do my work.
4. i will keep on playing the computer.
5. i will oversleep!

^^ you see.. i don't have a choice,
but i'll make full use of the 3 days to make myself camp in the library
to complete my holidays assignment!
already planned out everything, and i hope everything would go on as usual.

mom and dad ;
Please... have a safe trip, and take care of yourself!
and mom, have a nice birthday in thailand.
I'LL DISTURB YOU ON 13 JUNE, 0 : 00 am! ^^

2010-06-06T14:51:00.004+08:00

everything looks so chio here.
ESPECIALLY THAT GREEN LOLLIPOP!!!!!!!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO,
i really feel like killing myself for not choosing the green lolly X_X

2010-06-04T18:26:00.002+08:00

Hello, just a short post before i head out for tuition.
:) had a great time with claudia, emily, eliz, billy and zigui after school today.
i kept on laughing non-stop! (well, like since when i don't laugh)
went to bukit timah, initially wanted to eat mac @ king albert, but it was too crowded.
like what zigui says 'that mac is like the only mac available here'
-
so we crossed over to plaza to have subway!
YAYAYAY, okay. don't mention about the meal.
i kept arguing with billy ang about the subway sauce!
I DON'T LIKE SAUCES. I DON'T LIKE PICKLES. I DON'T LIKE WEIRD THINGS :)
so after we ate, we went to our ideal destination~ island creamery.
it's my first time there, and hmmmm.
honestly, i still prefer udders! but their milo ping pong's nice~
and the price is reasonable too.

i felt that my ice-cream was not presentable, so i took eliz and zigui's :)
haha, check it out, left corner.
zigui filled it with the sweet sauce (which i don't know what is it called)
oh yea, i've forgotten to mention, philia came along too.

we so called 'force' them to take a polaroid :)
SO SWEET!
eliz must teach zigui how to smile more!

ah, group photo.
emily was afraid that philia didn't know how to snap.
hahahaha, so hilarious.
and please try to spot billy, you can't even see him :P

went back home after that.
and at 4pm, i suddenly remembered i have tuition.
great job.

2010-06-03T18:08:00.004+08:00

taken yesterday, by ms cherly chang.
SHE BIAN TAI! kept taking photos of me with my phone.
tsk, and she dominated my phone throughout my violin lesson! >:)

oh yea! my aim is completed! finally, gotten P.S man's novel yesterday!
well, i don't think it's as exciting as autumn's concerto. (totally)
just lent huiyu my autumn's concerto novel, she's going to be as crazy as me soon! :)
hehe, anyway, el clinic's enjoyable!
time seemed to pass quite fast though, we learnt about oral skills.
it's pretty scary to hear that our oral is coming! it's either at end july or august, wow.
that's scary! haven't been practising enough! ):
must buck up already!!

saw this phone on newspaper, it's called HTC desire!
cute.

2010-06-01T23:42:00.001+08:00

this drama novel, shall be my next aim :)
want it so badly!

2010-06-01T22:31:00.004+08:00

HIIIIE, today i'm going to post about my <3 novel,下一站，幸福原创小说.
the script's really well-written, be it drama serials, or novel.
i wouldn't mind reading it over and over again, because it's so sweet!
in the front page, it wrote ; 你有多久没有感动过了？面对爱情，再次真心激动..
-
got this novel from kinokuniya 3 days ago, and i finished it yesterday. :)

once i started reading it fully after mt papers, i couldn't stop.
it was so exciting that i wouldn't want to stop :)
at first, i thought it was like filled with pictures, but i was wrong.

although it's in 繁体字, i think that it's still manageable!
the storyline of this novel is slightly different from the drama serial,
and guess what? i prefer the novel version!
the ending is different and there is many scenes that are different!
i shall be a spoiler to say out some parts that are different :
1- 当光晞在接受他的惩罚是（穿着高跟鞋跑步）时，昏了过去。
陪她去休息室的是慕橙，不是以茜！

2-当他们在热情时，是在JACKO的家，不是慕橙的久屋子！

3-光晞记得慕橙时，是因为慕橙在弹钢琴（G玄之歌）。

4-他没有想要报复，在他记得慕橙之前，就已经爱上了她 <3:)

5-慕橙与光晞和解的时候并不是在教堂，是在他们的家。
因为慕橙发高烧了，不停的叫出光晞的名字，他与慕橙谈了，
也知道彼此是相爱的！！

6-结尾，不是在车站，而是在巴士里！
光晞发现了慕橙在六年前送给他的手环里面有记忆卡，所以在开一看，
原来是慕橙和他的回忆，有光晞在睡觉的照片，也有慕橙在六年前的告白。
慕橙在告白里说了一句话：
‘我喜欢你，就算你的幸福，不在我这一站。’
光晞在他的录音后，在路了自己想多他说的话。。
他说：
‘我喜欢你，我的幸福，就在你这一站。'

甜不甜蜜！！！！！！！！！！！！！
这就是我想要的结尾！好喜欢哦。。。
oki, i'm engrossed. but i love it so muchzxzxxzxz!
ah, end off with my engrossed sight, while reading.
tata, please read this book if you like the drama!

2010-05-31T15:32:00.002+08:00

hello!
it's time for me to post, since it's after mt o's :)
i reached school approximately at 7.35, feeling ok.
till 8.00 am, and i felt butterflies in my stomach.
it got worst when i reached the hall, and when i sat down i was shivering (LOL)
no lah, it wasn't so bad, but i was just very nervous.

my timeline for paper.

8.30- flips the paper, and stared hard at the compo questions.
i said to myself, wow. i'm dead meat. i was expecting some 感动，后悔 thing to come out.
gosh, but i still managed to think of something afterwards.
8.32- starts writing my letter writing.
8.32-8.30- i got stuck on what to write, i kept cracking my brains~
9.20- WHY IS MY LETTER NOT ENDING!!!!!!
9.23- okay, finally end. wrote my planning on the last page of answer paper.
(hope it's fine, marker could take a look too ^^, hehe)
9.30- starts on my compo. not bad, quite smoothly done all the way till 10.15.
10.15- checks my work again.
10.30- time's up!

paper 2 was okay, but i just threw away one mark for some shit mistake i shouldn't have made.
shitttttt, screw!!!!!!!
-

i really have to thank everyone who wished me luck today,
including the most important person.
some people who wished me were really unexpected, and i really appreciated it!
;) chinese is all over now, i hope i could ace it or what-so-ever,
so i won't have to retake in november!
now... put aside chinese, but i'll still read chinese storybooks, and work on other subjects!
especially my english and maths and physics and chemistry and humanities (!)
tata, i shall go to bed.

2010-05-30T18:30:00.001+08:00

i just realized that jogging makes me worst.
haha, i feel worst, but it's great to sweat.
when you feel like crying, sweat replaces your tears.
:)
and when i was jogging, i thought of a lot of things.
there's a few more hours to tomorrow, which is chinese o levels.
well, i shouldn't be brooding over the wrong things and buck up,
i've worked hard and done so much, and i won't let anything else affect me.
fate will decide what will happen tomorrow,
what would your reaction be tomorrow when you see me?
shun? talk to me?
it's all up to fate, and i can't change it..
and we shall see tomorrow, and now i'll just focus on preparation for tomorrow!
i believe i can do it :)
yes, optimistic.

fighting, desiree ang!

2010-05-29T12:43:00.001+08:00

i feel that i'm such a lousy girl at times.
lousy is the only word to describe, who will ever look upon this dumb + lousy girl.
urgh.

2010-05-27T20:00:00.003+08:00

hi blog.
i've been leaving you dead for these pass few weeks..
today, i'm feeling extraordinary weird, and worried at the same time.
that worry can't seem to get out of my mind..

我不要两年前的那件事又重蹈敷衍，但，那不是在我的控制范围里。
不仅会感到一丝的担心，可是我又能怎样？
自杀，哭？别傻了。。我们不应要为了小事而让悲剧发生。
我因为要证明给所有的人和自己有能力平衡恋爱与学业，
我努力了，我真的努力了，也突破了我自己。
平常只有两科A的我，既然可以在短短的几个月频出4科A。
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在这段时间，我真的很快乐，是无法用字语形容的。
谢谢你。
是你，给了我动力，把自己的目标提高了，
你，也体谅了我那严格的家人，和我的无聊行为。
这为难你了， sorry。
我知道现在真的不是对的时机，有考试，学校，和家人的阻碍，
但我不想再度的失去你，也非常珍惜和你相处的此时此刻，
因为我并不知道明天会发生怎么样的事。。

等了一年多，真的是一件不容易的事，可是如果我还需要等的话，
我还是依然会等下去。

写到这里。。。心开始酸了起来，心情沮丧，或许，这就是我的命运吧，
我不想辜负父母丢我的希望，我曾经对自己发誓过，再也不能让他们令我失望。
同时，我也不想让你感到失望。。。
心里好矛盾哦。。。怎么办呢？就照着办吗？
-叹气-

2010-05-22T15:03:00.002+08:00

我真的很想帮你，但你愿意让人家走进你的心吗？
每天看到爸爸妈妈这么烦燥，我自己也不好过。
难道你一点也不感到难受吗？
反省吧，洪叙庭。
我希望你能够从黑暗的迷宫里走出来，我很盼望这一天的来临，
我希望我与你说的那几句话，能让你醒悟。
机会很少，但身为姐姐的我，永远对你有信心。
加油，全靠你了。

sigh.

2010-05-21T23:42:00.001+08:00

in future, we would be called childhood sweethearts. (Y)

2010-05-19T15:35:00.003+08:00

it's great to have a brother like ethan at times,
a brother who aims to protect his elder sister,
who cares for you when you need him,
who makes funny faces in front of you when you're down,
who make you have something to throw your tantrum on,
who you can scold upon,
who you can share your food with,
who you can share your happiness and sadness with.

it's bad to have a brother like ethan at times,
a brother that makes you wanna box him when he agitates you,
that rebuts back at what you say,
that punches you when you merely touch him,
that shouts at you in a rude manner,
that laughs at you when you're crying,
that bicker with you over money,
that comes into your room every 5 minutes to ask you a question.

today, ethan's being good, and he cares for my results.
he never fail to make me smile upon reaching home, i saw this on my board :
replying back to his care,
haha, i wrote back onto his board :)
hopes that he'll see it later when he comes home from school!!
childish brother leads to a childish sister :)
it's normal!

2010-05-17T21:44:00.002+08:00

HI BLOG.
exams are officially over, yes! I finally have time to post!
however as time passes at the same time, our o's are nearing!
mother tongue's even nearer, 14 more days! how scary!!
wish you of you luck for your paper :)
hope everyone could get an A and we'll save a paper in November!

let's get on with what i wanted to post today :)

bestie's birthday is tomorrow, but we've decided to celebrate a day earlier for her!

dumb me is suppose to trick her, into getting up to level 4 study corner.
i used a very very very dumb idea, 用了我的心好痛！
i'm definitely not doing it again, neverrrrrrr!
so i dragged my way with her up to level 4, while the others get ready.
hmm, could say she was a little shocked?
hurriedly, she made a wish and blew her candles after we sang!

happily blowing the 'special' candles :)

she starts to open her special present too ^^

i whipped cream onto her face!

i'm too tall~ :)

yay, okay.
happy birthday to you (advanced)
thanks for everything, really!
love youuuuuu! <3

next,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EBEL BAOBEI! ;D
ahhhh, what i wanted to tell you its in the note,
hope you like you! <3

2010-05-09T14:29:00.000+08:00

what an unhappy day it is.

2010-05-08T11:28:00.003+08:00

my favourite phrase, 'forever and always'

I shall break my 'on hiatus' sign, because i'm taking a break now after my chem lesson.
Shall continue with more chemistry after i've done posting!
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well.. for this few days/weeks, i've been doing well, the only thing is that i miss blogging. everyday it's like the same cycle, going to school, extra lessons, home, study, sleep. the best time to relax is by sleeping, and now i've really cut down a lot of computer time compared to last time.
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3 exams had passed.
english, combined humanities, chinese.
all 3 of them are fine, but that worries me even more.
when it's easy, you worry that you'll not ace it. but when it's hard, you're worry that you can't pass.
this is life, you'll never stop worrying.
.
out of this 3 papers, i've gotten back our chinese paper 2,
and i don't know whether i should be happy or sad with my results.
on one hand, i really felt that i've improved from last year's exams for paper 2.
i was failing paper 2, yes i'm serious. i failed.
and this time round, i passed but it isn't a high pass though, but i felt that i already put in my best for it.. as i told my mom about my results, as usual she stared scolding me for not doing better, and she told me one sentence that made my heart really sunk.
'i'm really very disappointed with your results.'
those words really made me feel that i could do better, and even the best.
i shall really work hard on my chinese, within the last 20 plus days before o's.
i'll never disappoint my mum again.
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what i want from this mid year exam is to have no C-s anymore.
so i'm really putting in extra effort for my chemistry (especially) and e-math.
hope that i can do better this time, all this studying had made me really very exhausted.
just bear with it, 6 more months and it's over.
go for it, everyone, and desiree.
:)

great, one huge chunk of words to read.
hehe.

2010-04-27T15:40:00.000+08:00

ON HIATUS.
be right back after exams :)

2010-04-23T23:24:00.003+08:00

do you get what is this pictures trying to say?
i had a hard time learning to understand it!

tell you my schedule for the mock exam i had today!
what a paper 1 test it was, although the ISH was stuffy, but overall was fine.

2.30- test starts.
2.35- thinks of what to write.
2.40- had a little mental blockage going on.
2.45- was writing craps in my letter writing, but things became better.
3.05- finished my letter writing, checked :)
3.13- planned on my composition (with some horrible scribbles of english & chinese)
3.15- wrote my essay.
3.30- not bad, quite smooth, still at the middle of the story, climax's not out.
4.00- PANIC!!! my climax is not out, what's wrong with my hands~
4.05- climax is finally out, phew. raged through my brains for more vocab.
4.20- ends my compo abruptly, still thinking of one more sentence (!!!)
4.25- check through all the words from dictionary, writes down my last perfect sentence.
4.30- reading through my compo one last time, paper's not attached together.
4.31- claudia lee turns back and shouts at me to tie my papers together.
4.32- handed in my paper, fine fine.

well, at times it really puzzles me when my mind keeps thinking of things non-stop.
it's a wonder to really sit down and look at what you think.
just stare into space and look at your thoughts flowing one by one.
dad always says ; 看看你的念头，转的那么快。。可怕吗？
yes, indeed it's scary. one moment you're thinking of food, next moment you start worrying.
isn't this weird? that's how our human body goes.
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that's all for today, i finally updated my blog, and yes i miss dad!

2010-04-17T23:40:00.002+08:00

ps/ i love my lollipop ^^

and THANK YOU SO MUCH YI BAND (!)
now.. it's all over for the sec 4-s, and for juniors, please work hard!
i'll miss those times we had together,
and i swore that i'll come back to help for the next SYF!
thanks for the joy, sweat, tears and laughter we had together.
it really made my hard work paid off!
- really took many pictures today, will post them up by tomorrow :)
<3

2010-04-16T22:30:00.001+08:00

YAY, SHOW YOU LA BESTIE :)
great! thank you so much for clearing off my burden.
i would really like to watch this, but i'm giving it a miss,
and to go for band (a final shot!) WHOO.
-
was surprised that i actually got a pair of tickets to D.N.A- mayday,
when i bought my phone @ singtel :)
i don't love the ticket, but i love my phone.
finally, back to the basics.

band;

2010-04-12T19:43:00.004+08:00

YI BAND, forever and always :)
we didn't achieve what we wanted, but we've put in our best,
and there's no one we could put the blame on, the only thing i would say is;
we must work towards the next syf, and not brood over this year's syf.
We'll be back in 2012, trust me.

SYF's over finally, i should have the time to blog..
however, common tests and so called mid year's coming around the corner.
i would really like to post about my first SYF experience, my life now,
and my autumn's concerto serial review!!!!
God, please give me more than 24 hours in one day..

have to keep this post short,
i promise i'll post when the syf photos are in :)
trombonist for life :)
it's been a great honor to become mates from the same section with you guys.
+ korean boys which are scattered around when this photo is taken.
i really enjoyed my band life with you guys.
time really flies, i remembered i was switched from instrument to instrument.
and thank you guys, for being so supportive, and always teaching me when i'm lost.
i have to admit that i was a total noob in remembering the positions,
but i still overcome it in the end!
:) we could gossip in our section for hours and hours, right?
zay, suzin and judi.

i have to thank our chiobu too, she had been helping me set up instruments,
and teaching me how to play parts of trombone 1.

to the korean gang,
i have to admit that i really hated you guys initially,
but after interacting, i felt that you are just playful,
and actually you are very soft-hearted, just like cotton candy (is it a good description?)
well, after this competition, i've really seen you all grown up,
and become more mature, in terms of character, behavior.
what keon ho and ho sung told me after we obtained a bronze was ;
'i am determined to be the next drum major.'
they really seemed determined, and i'm utterly proud of them :)
hyuk, he seems to be the quietest, but he's still very fun to interact with.
and now he listens to us, senior the most!

yes, lastly, my A6 partner, ashidiq.
when you were absent i really felt super lonely okay!
because the A4 and A7 would be talking in korean and i will be like (?)
you are a great partner, and section leader :)
i wouldn't forget the time you asked me check dressing with you.
that's the most memorable part of it.
you still have a year or two to go, jiayou :)

sigh... after dedicating to my section,
my heart can't seem to let go,
why? i've been always wanting to step down for band,
but now when it is the time for us to really go, i really don't want to.
thank you, band family.
thursday, will be my last training, and i'll dedicate myself into it.
(Y)

2010-04-07T22:22:00.005+08:00

hello earthlings :)
i've been leaving this blog dead for 6 days, about a week.
for these pass 6 days, i've been busy with school work, band, studying, facebook, twitter.
nothing like 'b-l-o-g-g-e-r' came into my mind, i was too busy to post than!
some people from 4e2 have been pretty hooked onto iphone and itouch (!)
YUM, so am i! hehe, i'm really tempted to get one, but i shall resist.

btw,
the exam timetable for our 'common tests' is out, well..
why is it called common test when it's similar to mid year?
maybe it doesn't have report book? or what? i have no idea!
anyway...
it's another time for mugging!
sigh, that's what a life of a sec 4 should be.
): desiree, fighting!